mindriot

Well, I'm being intentionally vague here to protect the innocent, or not-so-innocent as the case may be. I'm feeling really shit because generally I'm the kind of person who doesn't let his feelings be known. I don't wear my heart on my sleeve and I don't dwell on my own feelings too much. I tend to always try to look out for other people and through them work out my own issues on the quiet. So, imagine my disappointment when I finally open up, to someone who really should give a damn, only to be told I'm being stupid. To be told that my feelings don't matter if they bring other people down and that if I'm suddenly going to be anything other than the person other people want me to be then they don't really want to know me. I can really feel the love.

I'm not giving anything away here so I don't expect sympathy or anything. I just have to get this off my chest somehow and as I've already stated I'm not usually one to go dropping my problems in other people's laps. This is even more the case now after the experience I've had. So, back into my shell for now.

In other news... I'm currently addicted to the 'Song of Ice and Fire' books by George R. R. Martin. I've just started the fourth book in the series and I'm dreading finishing it because the next book isn't out until the middle of next year. Totally amazing story. I have to wonder at how someone can write something so detailed and yet compelling at the same time. I'll finish this episode and await the next very impatiently.