I have a wee bit of a headache. It kinda feels like a monkey is slowly batting me over the head with one of those giant cartoon mallets. But other than that, I'm cool. I'm about to watch Willard, which I'm pretty giddy about watching, because Crispin Glover is the star. That guy seems immortal or something. Anyway the quirky actors are always the best....
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I'm feeling all of the weight of my world around my neck like a concrete necklace, as I stand in the middle of a pool of quicksand. My shoes are made of brick, and my pants are filled with shotgun pellets, while I wear a chainmail tshirt. I'm thinking maybe the quicksand pool goes all the way to the other side of the world, and...
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alisa:
meatcicles??? 
why don't you run away to japan and do just that? or at least somewhere far away from where you are now and do something completely different.
and if you say you can't that just means you need to do it even more. hope you can find way to float around for while.
why don't you run away to japan and do just that? or at least somewhere far away from where you are now and do something completely different.
and if you say you can't that just means you need to do it even more. hope you can find way to float around for while.
monet:
I don't want to be a meatcicle. I don't like meat.
Anyways....I want to go to Japan like no tomorrow! That place seems so cool. Yeah that would be a dream of mine too. We can go together. It'll be fun!
Anyways....I want to go to Japan like no tomorrow! That place seems so cool. Yeah that would be a dream of mine too. We can go together. It'll be fun!
Good evening. I dyed my hair back to jet black last night. It had been brown, but originally black. But not this black. IT's cool though. I'm tired. Sleepy. I bought a six dvd set called the Encyclopedia of WWII. That should be interesting to watch. Trying to get the nerve to ask out the girl at the convenience store. Her name is Katie. Not...
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crazygrrl:
Fleshbags...I like that one. I'll have to use it in conversation.
monet:
Cutting....started when i was 17. Hasn't stopped. Haven't done it since May though. I feel it coming back, but since i have new job now, that's keeping me from doing it, I don't want anyone to aske me questions.
i do it because sometimes I hurt so badly inside. I feel like I'm letting the pain out. I'm so glad SG airbrushed my arm a little in my set. That would've been embarrassing.
But please don't cut, ok? It's not a good thing....please don't! love ya
i do it because sometimes I hurt so badly inside. I feel like I'm letting the pain out. I'm so glad SG airbrushed my arm a little in my set. That would've been embarrassing.
But please don't cut, ok? It's not a good thing....please don't! love ya
...........have you ever taken a nap in the middle of the day? I just did that. I went to sleep at like four this afternoon and woke up about six thirty, which was like fifteen minutes ago. I got in the car and drove the half mile to the gas station to get a drink, and everything just felt weird, like it was unreal. It's...
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deadish:
hey sweetie, glad your doing ok. I have the most random sleep patterns, I kinda like it though, fatigue in the early morning and that newly woken up after much needed sleep in the afternoon. can get a little frustrating if i cant sleep before work tho 
did u and jen just kinda part ways? Im sorry about that but yay! ask the girl in the gas station out! I love the way dating in the US seems to work, people kinda try each other out for a while before they get serious or not. In the UK it's either nothing or everything, if u wanna break up with someone after 3 weeks it's like this huge thing! Guess I am only frustrated cos I am slowly warming to the idea of seeing someone again, its very daunting tho and whats the bet I cant find someone once I start looking! 
hee hee another huuuuge entry in your journal! sorry 
did u and jen just kinda part ways? Im sorry about that but yay! ask the girl in the gas station out! I love the way dating in the US seems to work, people kinda try each other out for a while before they get serious or not. In the UK it's either nothing or everything, if u wanna break up with someone after 3 weeks it's like this huge thing! Guess I am only frustrated cos I am slowly warming to the idea of seeing someone again, its very daunting tho and whats the bet I cant find someone once I start looking! hee hee another huuuuge entry in your journal! sorry 
I was at work today, back from my vacation, and they told me one of the workers was out because his mom passed away, and all the memories of the last days I had with my father came flooding back. It's like my heart was going to just explode from the emotional outpour. I so wish I could only think of the good times we...
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rxqueen:
awwwwwwwwww, i'm sorry.
about the friends thing. its like , once they get a little distant or weird i'll totally push myself away even more.
i guess im just afraid of...something.
i don't know.
blah.
Good luck with the Jennifer thing.
about the friends thing. its like , once they get a little distant or weird i'll totally push myself away even more.
i guess im just afraid of...something.
i don't know.
blah.
Good luck with the Jennifer thing.
crazygrrl:
You are so damn sweet. I'm having self-esteem issues as well as membership to the site issues. We'll see...
The emotional download you had sounds rough. I can't even imagine what you're going through (or already went through), but you have my sympathy.
The emotional download you had sounds rough. I can't even imagine what you're going through (or already went through), but you have my sympathy.
The trip to Atlanta ended up consisting of me in the expensive hotel room watching a lot of tv and drinking rum about fifty sixty perfent of the time. I did go to Five Points and buy cd's by Assemblage 23, De/vision, Mesh, HIM, and Wolfsheim, so that made the time there a bit better. But the people we were supposed to meet ended up...
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deadish:
sorry if your weekend sucked a bit sweetie. Im sure you'll find something to entertain you soon enough
llona:
sorry you had a bad time in the atl. you should've posted to the group, and we woulda come and met ya.
thanks for the comment on my set.
xoxo
thanks for the comment on my set.
xoxo
My trip to Atlanta sucked monkey nipples. Ask me how!
sakita:
how did it suck monkey nipples?
Welp, I'm leaving for Atlanta tonight at eleven for three days of cartoony anime stuff. I'm going to blow money like a bastard while I'm there. But first I'll go bowling with Jenn and a friend of mine. Woopiedoo. Have fun everybody!!!!!
Blah blah blah. I smoothed things over with Jenn and we are talking again. Life is lovely. Blech.
monet:
Ohhh well good for you, but be careful. And the crazy thing that happened? Well maybe I'll just email you about it because I'm too shy about it. 
deadish:
dude you sounded happier when u were single
Everyone go rent the movie MAY, I just finished watching it and it got under my skin. I felt for her. I can relate, not in the stabby way, but with the other stuff. Gday.......
deadish:
Hey Mr Mindless, sorry I havent commented in too long. Hope ur ok.