Today I think I feel like the world is a giant vacuum, meant to suck away our hopes and dreams, and leave us devoid of the crumbs and specks of dignity we had before........that or I'm just really tired. Take your pick.
Edit: I think I'm going to go get some chicken. From KENTUCKY FRIED CHICKEN. Not Kfc. Screw being politically correct or whatever. It's...
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Edit: I think I'm going to go get some chicken. From KENTUCKY FRIED CHICKEN. Not Kfc. Screw being politically correct or whatever. It's...
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The world is a toothless old granny, who hates me for being young enough to know that there is still a small fragment of hope to cling onto.......
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druj:
Werd!
PS remeber that strange dream I told you about? Well I just described it in my latest journal entry...you should check it out!
[Edited on Jan 15, 2004 6:52PM]
PS remeber that strange dream I told you about? Well I just described it in my latest journal entry...you should check it out!
[Edited on Jan 15, 2004 6:52PM]
optimistress:
heehee- hang in there
i like the new pic too- forgot to tell ya earlier
i like the new pic too- forgot to tell ya earlier
I am going to declare........BANKRUPTCY. Yep. I have so many bills piling up and so many debt collectors crawling up my ass that I basically have no choice other than that.
I know it will pretty much destroy my credit, but it's already that way, so whatever. I'm sick of these people calling me and threatening me every single day. I'll be free! FREEEEEEEEE!!!!
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I know it will pretty much destroy my credit, but it's already that way, so whatever. I'm sick of these people calling me and threatening me every single day. I'll be free! FREEEEEEEEE!!!!
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rskapcat74529:
Good morning, lovie. I'm off to the gym. 
rskapcat74529:
The gym is what keeps me sane and helps me sleep at night. It's a good thing, for me at least.
I was having a decent day up until I came home and found out that my car payment has changed from 285 a month to 345 a month. What the hell? How did this happen? Apparently the bank wouldn't approve the first one and changed it. Now I have a massive car payment that I'm going to have to struggle to pay. Typical of my...
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annajoy:
hey there...thanks for the compliments...how did you find me? 
rskapcat74529:
Morning, sweetheart.
My back has been hurting more and more in the past few weeks. I can't even pick up a box of anything anymore without it feeling like my back is exploding. I'm too young for back problem shit. I went to the doc a few years ago and they told me I have a pinched nerve. But that was a few years ago. Is it...
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jillopiantubes:
I'll be your friend!
You should go to a chiropractor... it should help!
You should go to a chiropractor... it should help!
rskapcat74529:
You're one of the first people I visit when I get up in the morning!
You're one of the first people I visit when I get up in the morning!
I had a dream last night. And not a Martin Luther King kinda dream. In this dream, I had a little scrawny white cat with black lines like the Crow around his eyes. He peed on my bedroom floor, and it glowed green. And when I tried to clean it up, it shot out red lightning that hit me in the chest. What the frick...
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rskapcat74529:
That totally sucks about your car. I think I'd cry if something scratched up my car.
Had an interesting day today. One of my favorite customers (a boy about my age) has a membership on SG, and he has seen me naked. Weird. Although I have no modesty left, it is a little strange to be sitting there, chatting with someone while fully clothed, knowing that he could picture me naked with great accuracy. Hahahaha!!!!
Oh yeah, to up my dork factor, not only do I know the words to "Ice Ice Baby," but I saw Vanilla Ice back in the day. Werd.
You're so cute.
[Edited on Jan 07, 2004 5:38PM]
Had an interesting day today. One of my favorite customers (a boy about my age) has a membership on SG, and he has seen me naked. Weird. Although I have no modesty left, it is a little strange to be sitting there, chatting with someone while fully clothed, knowing that he could picture me naked with great accuracy. Hahahaha!!!!
Oh yeah, to up my dork factor, not only do I know the words to "Ice Ice Baby," but I saw Vanilla Ice back in the day. Werd.
You're so cute.
[Edited on Jan 07, 2004 5:38PM]
rxqueen:
wow. what a fucked up dream 
and the car thing? i'm sorry yr new year is starting out lame.
i hope it gets better!!!
and the car thing? i'm sorry yr new year is starting out lame.
i hope it gets better!!!
I GOT A CAR TODAY. FINALLY. It took me a few months, but I found a place to give me a niiiice car at a reasonable price. It's a 2001 Mitsubishi Galant, and I am lovin it. I like shiny things.....anyway, now I can maybe start looking for a new job, to free myself from the monotonous crap I do now for money. The tattoo...
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azrael_abyss:
congrats on the new car! Galants are nice. talk to ya later.
talk to ya later.
azrael_abyss:
the only journal entry i see is the one from the 6th. I'm still waiting for the new one 
........what feelings do I want to express today? lemme think......how about....happiness? I want to feel like a happy little elf sitting on a toadstool all day long, smoking my favorite tobacco, talking to the rabbits and raccoons, amazed at the way the morning dew glistens on a plant leaf.....smiling at the fact that I have absolutely nothing that I have to do today except whatever...
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rskapcat74529:
I seriously think I have the thinnest skin sometimes. I get my feelings hurt so easily. I don't like it.
kira:
hey there...i really like your jack tattoo, too...wolfsheim is going to be doing a tour of the usa sometime in the next six months. i know my friend is the one setting up the show here in detroit. if you'd like i can keep you posted on it...
I am drinking and thinking about problems. I know that the problems I'm thinking about, I most likely wouldn't be thinking about if I weren't drinking, but whatever. I am wallowing in a familiar place. I've been on vacation for a week now, and I dread tomorrow. I can't go back. I am seriously thinking about going in and quitting. What to do. I've done...
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azrael_abyss:
I don't think going in a quitting would be a great idea. No matter how long you have worked there if you don't give at least a 2 weeks notice you can't put them on your next application or resume' for the fact that you would get a bad review, which sucks. You can always give 2 weeks and take all your vacation time (if any) and work as little as possible. It just works better if you put in your two weeks. I'm looking out for your best intrests here 
Oh and "mmmmmmmm" Type O
Oh and do you go in the chat room at all?
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Oh and "mmmmmmmm" Type O
Oh and do you go in the chat room at all?
[Edited on Jan 04, 2004 2:58PM]
optimistress:
sorry you're feeling all poopy, sweetie
damn- i'm a happy drunk, glad i don't get down. course when i was suffering from depression (i take meds cause i am a brain-chemical challenged individual) drinking would make me sad... *hugs to you*
BUT you have some cool new tattoos!!!!! yay for hot guys with tattoos! yummy.
damn- i'm a happy drunk, glad i don't get down. course when i was suffering from depression (i take meds cause i am a brain-chemical challenged individual) drinking would make me sad... *hugs to you*
BUT you have some cool new tattoos!!!!! yay for hot guys with tattoos! yummy.
My arms both hurt like the dickens. What kind of pain the dickens brings, I do not know, but all I know is it hurts. I got a border done around one tattoo, and I got Mr. Jack Skellington himself on the other. It's in the pics section now. I'm going to do a whole background too, so it's just the first step. I also...
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azrael_abyss:
The Cure will always be #1!!!!!!!!! I don't listen to as much industrial as I use to. Claire Voyant isn't exactly industrial, but the industrial/gothic club I use to go to every Saturday played them a lot. Oh how I miss that club. It was funny because I was the only one in there that wasn't "gothic" I wore plaid pants or jeans and everyone else wore vinyl. haha Oh well. Can't blame me for having good taste in music and being a jeans and a T-shirt girl.
I don't listen to as much industrial as I use to. Claire Voyant isn't exactly industrial, but the industrial/gothic club I use to go to every Saturday played them a lot. Oh how I miss that club. It was funny because I was the only one in there that wasn't "gothic" I wore plaid pants or jeans and everyone else wore vinyl. haha Oh well. Can't blame me for having good taste in music and being a jeans and a T-shirt girl. 
alhim:
what happens ikf you put them in the desert....do they just blow up at one point?
exploding guini pigs. good visualization for the kids, eh?
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exploding guini pigs. good visualization for the kids, eh?
[Edited on Jan 04, 2004 12:01PM]
My Mary Janes
I feel the way you do right now...a boy broke my heart this week. And jsut when I thought things were looking up for me.
sadness....
Take care of yourself.