mindless

Oh my GOD my life is like a babies diaper. Full of shit. Somebody please tell me what I can do to change it. I need excitement. I need change. I don't know what to do. I'm lost. Now I got a call saying I have to work tomorrow even though I was supposed to be off. I am angry. I am on the booze. I was going to go to a place to talk about my problems tomorrow. But ooops! I have to work tomorrow now. I'm worried about the future. All the people I considered friends are gone. I don't understand people anymore. I'm sick of everything and everyone. Somebody slap me.