Sunday Jul 25, 2004

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I can't breathe in this atmosphere
No air no life in here
An all-enveloping silence
Multiplied my fear
Killed myself a million times
To feel that I'm alive
Reconstruct myself every day
anyway

I'm not enough
I'm never enough
I have left no stone unturned
Rest in me
Breathe life into me
I'm dying over and over again
Rock me to sleep
And bury me deep
Deep inside your hollow wounds
Rest in me
Breathe life into me
I'm dying over and over again

I'm living on borrowed time
I am past my prime
Quite determined to exhaust myself
And live in someone else
Everybody needs a little affection
Once in a while
Reincarnation of a broken soul
All alone

*ahem*
Sorry about that. De/vision lyrics. Anyhoo, I'm on vacation tomorrow. What should I do. I'm thinking of just exercising the hell out of myself at the park everyday this week, in the hopes of losing at least ten more pounds. I haven't weighed myself yet. I guess I'm a bit afraid to get on the frickin scale. Anyone have prescale jitters?
1. For the girls: do you prefer guys with
or without facial hair?
2. For the guys: um, I don't think any
guys actually read this. Well, maybe
one. You ever grow a beard?
3. Would you rather see an action
movie starring David Hasselhoff and
the dude who played Urkel on
Family Matters , or a comedy
starring Jean Claude Van Damme
and Rupaul?
4. Do you find Ashton Kutcher as
annoying as I do? And I find him
extremely annoying.
5. How much tv do you watch per day?

And now, another hideous pic from
the first annual Ugly Golf tournament!

VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
emilygee:
When are you moving to IA? I miss it terribly sometimes. I'll be leaving L.A. to visit in less than a week.
emilygee:
If you're living in the styx, you're bound to run into the less-than-kind and/or narrow-minded. thankfully, for you, iowa city is one of the most diverse and open-minded communities in the state. (that's not to say every place doesn't have its share of assholes... but they're avoidable in iowa city). it's a college-town, kurt vonnegut lives there, tons of young people, friendly folks. i would choose iowa city over coralville -- closer to the stuff you'll want to be doing. it is a small town -- but a very good small town. i say go for it. what the hell, right? i've often thought it would be nice to live there for a few years.

i'll be visiting dubuque from 8/3-8/8 and then i'm back to LA. i am planning on moving back to iowa, however and hope to be there in december (or november if all goes really well). i think i'll be spending a year/year and a half in iowa whilst i prepare for grad school and possible write a book.

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