mindless

What time is it.....8:44 AM? Damn.......I've been up for a while....just finished watching Spiderman.....the best part of the movie to me was the romance....Kirsten Dunst looks exactly like the last girl I dated.......hard for me to watch.....what to do today.......my roof is leaking, so I'm probably going to take tomorrow off to fix it...don't exactly know how, but it can't be that hard....anybody out there good with a hammer? On another subject, I think my comments yesterday about not wanting friends were a bit hasty....I was just letting off some pent up frustration....it's just hard to let people in when you aren't sure what their motives are...I mean, don't you sometimes wonder why someone would want to be your friend? What do they see in you that is so friend compatible? Anyway, I can't judge future friend hopefuls on the basis of what has happened in the past. Maybe I'll make friends here and go from there.....where would I be without this journal? It sure has helped me to open up, even if I'm opening up to strangers. But strange is my middle name........