mindless

Can you remember when you lost your innocence? I don't just mean sexually. I mean what time in your life changed you. Made you see that things weren't always going to be alright. That there wouldn't be someone there to shield you from bad things. I think my time was middle school. There was this kid who was twice my size. He used to push me around for no good reason. He even spit on me. I didn't understand why he was doing these things. But I didn't have anyone to hide behind. I hated that kid. Now I hate tough guys types with a passion. Other things have had a pretty big impact on me over the years. That was just an example. Damn I hated school.