mindless

I am going to declare........BANKRUPTCY. Yep. I have so many bills piling up and so many debt collectors crawling up my ass that I basically have no choice other than that.
I know it will pretty much destroy my credit, but it's already that way, so whatever. I'm sick of these people calling me and threatening me every single day. I'll be free! FREEEEEEEEE!!!!
I've been growing a pretty ratty beard for the past few weeks too. Just wanna see what it looks like, because I've never done it befo........I'm tired. Think I'll drink some rum and coke and be lazy.
Edit: It's Tuesday morning, uh.....9:10 exactly. I feel like crap from drinking last night. Why drink when you feel like this in the morning? Why not? Feeling lets you know you're alive. You have to feel pain and suffering as well as love and joy to truly know life. Listen to me, being all philosophical. I have to call some lawyers today and get some advice. But I just thought of something. The SUV I owe money on isn't in my name. So they won't take care of that for me. And that's one of my main problems right now. Shit. Bankruptcy may not be an option for me. We shall see. I think maybe I'll take some pictures today of my environment for the one or two of you who may care to see. I'm quite the humble fellow. Who knows, maybe I'll even shave today. Hey, Portishead. Gotta go.........