I convinced Chris, that would be my friend since our baby years, to loan me 1500 bucks until February, when we get our tax money back. That way I can go ahead and get a car now, for 2000 down, and quit my suckass job and just get two part time jobs for now. I need a change in life, and that is the first step. Scary thought, but I can't live like this forever, hating and loathing everything and everyone around me. Okay, it isn't that bad, but it's damn well close. Good friend, isn't he? Anyway, I'm going to take him out to eat, my treat, later tonight at the restaurant that Jennifer, my love that abandoned me, works at. See? Kill two birds with one stone, my great uncle Vesuvius always used to say. Okay, so I never had an uncle Vesuvius. Whatever. Let me embellish my life to make it more interesting. I loves you all! Tomorrow, I ride!!!
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rskapcat74529:
Oh, sweetie. My heart is breaking for you. I wish I had all the answers on that, but I don't. Hell, when the husband and I broke up for a week (back when he was just the boyfriend) I spent the entire week crying in bed, living on chocolate milk. I'm a big sap who believes in wallowing in the sadness. So wallow away. Just know that I'm around if you need to talk. You can email me if you want.
azrael_abyss:
Good luck with the job thing. As long as you're happy that's what matters. Oh and have you checked out Schiller Mit Heppner? it's the lead singer from Wolfsheim. I just thought I'd run that by you just in case you hadn't heard about it yet.