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Wednesday Oct 01, 2003

Oct 1, 2003
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I was at work today, back from my vacation, and they told me one of the workers was out because his mom passed away, and all the memories of the last days I had with my father came flooding back. It's like my heart was going to just explode from the emotional outpour. I so wish I could only think of the good times we had. I feel so weak right now. I felt empty for so long after he passed, I never want to feel that way again......but it'll pass. On a positive note, I caught up with Jennifer last night and we still want to hang out. I'm determined to make this work. Anyway, enough blah blah for one entry. I'm going to go watch the World War II Documentary DVD I bought yesterday. Fascinating stuff. Later people.
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rxqueen:
awwwwwwwwww, i'm sorry.

about the friends thing. its like , once they get a little distant or weird i'll totally push myself away even more.
i guess im just afraid of...something.
i don't know.
blah.
Good luck with the Jennifer thing.
smile
Oct 2, 2003
crazygrrl:
You are so damn sweet. I'm having self-esteem issues as well as membership to the site issues. We'll see...

The emotional download you had sounds rough. I can't even imagine what you're going through (or already went through), but you have my sympathy.
Oct 3, 2003

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