mindless

Today all I've wanted to do is sit and stare out of my a window, being in the world, but not a part of it. I don't really know what's wrong, I just have this feeling of numbness.....I don't know. My brother today said to me "if you have one day off and you act like this, I don't see how you would be on a vacation" and I said "act like what?" to which he replied "act like it's the end of the world." Hmph. So I'm not smiling. Big deal. Everything's not happy go lucky. I know, I know, everything isn't all doom and gloom either. Maybe I'll see things differently and be upbeat later, but right now I'm just tired. Bleh. I think I need a nap.