mindless

Double standards suck.

Ah, Saturday's here. After all the driving around, the food, and the money spent, I am almost feeling content. I don't even feel that common feeling of dread, that all too often nests in my head. Why am I suddenly into rhyme? Because I was just reading Dr. Seuss and felt it was time. Heh.

Life can sometimes be filled with joy. And other times be stuffed full of pain. Mine is somewhere in
the middle. How is yours?

The world is a racist, hateful, spiteful, antagonistic place........but hey, at least we're alive, right?

Everyday seems to bleed into the other........maybe I need someone to bandage me up.........

Bought new Doc Martens today.......woohoo!!! Needed a new pair for a while now........every day is like Christmas here at SG.......new pictorials added all the time.......makes me feel special.....all warm and tingly inside..........mmmm.........

Merry Fuckin Christmas

I think I did a stupid thing.......I'm talking to this girl....actually, we've been talking for like a year, but only recently hung out......last night I went shopping with her best friend, who I just found out likes me too......was that wrong? I didn't intentionally do anything wrong......we told her about it afterwards because I just couldn't live with myself if she thought something was going...
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Ah, Sunday.......a day of rest, of sitting in your lazy boy, reading the newspaper while wearing a pair of fuzzy slippers while your dog lays at your feet, dozing off warmly by the fireplace.......or of getting piss drunk off shots of Tequila while dancing around to Tears For Fears in your boxers..........eh, we all have our own ideas of rest..........

I think everything I've ever done in my life has been somewhat mediocre......maybe I was destined to ride the fence all my days......never do anything spectacular or meaningful...never really make a difference......anyone else feel that way? Maybe we can come up with a way to change that. Just a thought.

Everything sucks.
And then you die.

Uneventful is the word for today...I hung out with this weird chick a few days ago......she just approaches total strangers and starts carrying on conversations with them. She's so good at it we ended up at one of said strangers apartment smoking weed......I didn't smoke. Can't stand the stuff. Anyway, she was blasting my stereo in my car so fucking loud it hurt my ears....
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