Today has been a drab day for me. I dunno. I woke up feeling a bit sick, and it was a touch late for me, around ten thirty in the morning when usually I wake up around seven or eight. I just got up feeling down, before I even had a chance to be thankful for another day. Funny, but I went to Blockbuster and...
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Everytime I try to tell you how I feel inside, I always make the same mistake
Tie myself in knots, sometimes even make you cry, when all I ever want to say
Theres no body else in the whole wide world, makes me feel this way
Nobody else in the whole wide world takes my breath away
Makes me feel so strange inside, dazed confused...
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Tie myself in knots, sometimes even make you cry, when all I ever want to say
Theres no body else in the whole wide world, makes me feel this way
Nobody else in the whole wide world takes my breath away
Makes me feel so strange inside, dazed confused...
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optimistress:
sorry you're having such a hard time...
*hugs*
*hugs*
rskapcat74529:
I just want to pet you. I'm so sorry you're sad. If you ever come to Texas, what do you think about me, you, a bottle of Tuaca, and some sad love songs? Lemme know. (If you're a wine man, I have some excellent plum wine, also.)
I was down last night about that letter from Leisa, riding in my friends car with music playing, feeling like I was in a movie where the guy is pining over the girl, driving, with the scene set to music. Cheesy, I know. Why can't you always get what you want? Damn. Life sure isn't "all that and a bag of chips". I can't believe...
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rskapcat74529:
Yes, but *I* am all that and a bag of chips. Well, not really. You sound so sad...I say good luck with Jennifer. *hugs mindless and pets his head* Oh, and don't beg! It's beneath you. 
I don't recognize the quote today. Maybe I've lost my touch!
Oh, yeah...the hair. Still short. Still black. Itty bitty baby bangs. Rock.
I don't recognize the quote today. Maybe I've lost my touch!
Oh, yeah...the hair. Still short. Still black. Itty bitty baby bangs. Rock.
blush69:
aww, I've been feeling the same way lately. I'm driving home with tears coming down my face to the tune of bright Eyes or something similar.
First on the agenda is to lay in bed for 5 days, because I highly suspect I'm getting sick.
Next will be to hook up with a girl. That part requirtes slightly more effort on my part...
Feel better!
-Blush
First on the agenda is to lay in bed for 5 days, because I highly suspect I'm getting sick.
Next will be to hook up with a girl. That part requirtes slightly more effort on my part...
Feel better!
-Blush
So I've decided to just give up for now on getting a car, seeing as how I've turned down for a loan more times than Carrot Top at the Superman auditions. I guess I'll just save up money for a couple months and then have enough for a big down payment. This whole not having a car thing for the last month has stressed me...
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monet:
Gosh sweetie, I'm so sorry to hear all of that. I still am having no luck at all with guys. I haven't even gotten so far as going to a movie or out to eat with one in the last few months. It's been about 6 months actually. EEEEEEekkk
Take care of yourself.
Take care of yourself.
rskapcat74529:
The hair's probably gonna be black and purple...I'll have pics up after Xmas. Promise!
It's Tuesday morning, and I just did what I thought I would never do. I got an email from my longtime best friend Leisa, and it was yet another email of her bitching about her lousy life of always working and paying bills, and of how she wants life to be better. So I just said screw it, I'm going to write her and tell...
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masseffection:
That sounds like something I did recently. At first, it was rough.. I almost thought it backfired. But things patched themselve's up. And everything is (almost) great in my life now.
If she doesn't understand your letter, like tabbycat up there said, maybe it is better for you to let her go.
The best of luck to you.
If she doesn't understand your letter, like tabbycat up there said, maybe it is better for you to let her go.
The best of luck to you.
optimistress:
hey cutie
i'd love to send you a card! and thanks for saying hi...
i hate when you have to tell people you love that things have gotten weird between you... but whatever happens is going to be ok- and you have gotten it off your chest- which is the most important. harboring uneasy feelings towards someone isn't good for you- and you have to take care of you, first and foremost
you know, i have never been to savannah- but i hear great things about it... sad that i have not yet ventured there and i'm only 4 hours away
always glad to meet another georgia SG member!!
so email me your address and i'll send you a card...
ps you have great hair
i'd love to send you a card! and thanks for saying hi...
i hate when you have to tell people you love that things have gotten weird between you... but whatever happens is going to be ok- and you have gotten it off your chest- which is the most important. harboring uneasy feelings towards someone isn't good for you- and you have to take care of you, first and foremost
you know, i have never been to savannah- but i hear great things about it... sad that i have not yet ventured there and i'm only 4 hours away
always glad to meet another georgia SG member!!
so email me your address and i'll send you a card...
ps you have great hair
I just got off the phone with Jennifer! I was about to shave and just picked up the phone out of nowhere and called her number. And she actually picked up! I apologized again for acting all depressed and stupid and telling her that I hated myself blah blah blah, and I was sorry for telling her to never call me again,and she didn't even...
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rskapcat74529:
Good luck with your ladyfriend. Relationships are so hard, yet so easy to screw up. My last boyfriend made the mistake of becoming my husband, so he's stuck with me and my neurotic self 4eva.
thursday:
mall = bad
I took my friend to the car dealership today. They told us that he didn't have enough credit to get a car. How the hell is he supposed to GET credit if they don't give him a chance? I am at a loss. Now I have to wait till Monday to take my other friend to a different place and tell him to lie and...
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So I decided to ask a coworker to cosign on the car with me today. I felt about this big (holds up toy car) but I had to do it because there was no other choice. So I asked him, and told him I would give him a hundred dollars cash if he would do it. He thought about it and said yes, because he...
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elan:
man, just go bankrupt, then EVERYONE will want to give you a car... seriously, I know. Now, I just wish I could AFFORD one of those cars.
complainey:
i'll cross my fingers and eyes for you. ::hug::
My chest has been hurting the last few days. I mean, right where my heart is. It worries me. I'm too young to have a heart attack. I took this little pink pill last night, some sort of muscle relaxer, and I slept sooo good. It kinda helped. Anyway, maybe it's the stress over the whole lack of car thing. I called the car dealer...
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xie:
mmm, thanks
hope you feel better + the car bit works out..
hope you feel better + the car bit works out..
complainey:
i accidentally deleted you as a friend. DOH. readd me plz?
I tried to get a new car today and the guy was a total bastard. Everybody calls him Cab, but I call em Crazy Cabbie, because it just sounds like a sleazy car dealer name. Anyway, I wanted the car for 300 a month, and he said there was a 4000 dollar rebate on the car, and everything seemed fine. I went back today and...
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eyesofatragedy:
Hoodalalee allee walla doodle alla day!!
elan:
good for you for saying fuck you. 
I hate car dealers. They're fucks.
I will say there is a decent dealer where I'm at.. but even then its a matter of which dealer, but in general they're really fair. But, for most dealerships the first statement applies. They're fucks
Go elsewhere.
I hate car dealers. They're fucks.
I will say there is a decent dealer where I'm at.. but even then its a matter of which dealer, but in general they're really fair. But, for most dealerships the first statement applies. They're fucks
Go elsewhere.
Everyone who casts a shadow
seems to stand in the sun
Everyone who feels his heartbeat
seems to be still alive
From time to time there seems to
be more to life
Than a muscle beating deep inside
But what?
seems to stand in the sun
Everyone who feels his heartbeat
seems to be still alive
From time to time there seems to
be more to life
Than a muscle beating deep inside
But what?
bittersweetzero:
Wow, i agree. Hello! I started to read the vampire lestat, but just wasn't getting too into it at first. So now, i'm reading "The Lovely Bones," and it's really good so far.
0o0o.. Milla is beautiful might i add.
Lol@Fantasy.
If you have aim, you should instant message me sometime. I'm adding you as a friend.
0o0o.. Milla is beautiful might i add.
Lol@Fantasy.
If you have aim, you should instant message me sometime. I'm adding you as a friend.
What good is life if it doesn't work for you? Do I have to make it work for me? What if it doesn't take orders? Can I fire it?
druj:
Sure can!!
monet:
HA!!!!!! You're FIRED!
yeah, you could always hire a new one!
Actually I think I feel the same way too.
Take care sweetheart!
yeah, you could always hire a new one!
Actually I think I feel the same way too.
Take care sweetheart!
This should perk you up a bit...I bought a new skirt last night. It's blue plaid and very schoolgirl. It makes my butt look good, though! I need my camera now.
Watch some Ren and Stimpy. That always makes me laugh, no matter how down I am. And remember, someone in Texas loves you!
although, i got my perspective back a little bit today.....
thanks for the concern