I am drinking and thinking about problems. I know that the problems I'm thinking about, I most likely wouldn't be thinking about if I weren't drinking, but whatever. I am wallowing in a familiar place. I've been on vacation for a week now, and I dread tomorrow. I can't go back. I am seriously thinking about going in and quitting. What to do. I've done...
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My arms both hurt like the dickens. What kind of pain the dickens brings, I do not know, but all I know is it hurts. I got a border done around one tattoo, and I got Mr. Jack Skellington himself on the other. It's in the pics section now. I'm going to do a whole background too, so it's just the first step. I also...
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azrael_abyss:
The Cure will always be #1!!!!!!!!! 
I don't listen to as much industrial as I use to. Claire Voyant isn't exactly industrial, but the industrial/gothic club I use to go to every Saturday played them a lot. Oh how I miss that club. It was funny because I was the only one in there that wasn't "gothic" I wore plaid pants or jeans and everyone else wore vinyl. haha Oh well. Can't blame me for having good taste in music and being a jeans and a T-shirt girl. 
I don't listen to as much industrial as I use to. Claire Voyant isn't exactly industrial, but the industrial/gothic club I use to go to every Saturday played them a lot. Oh how I miss that club. It was funny because I was the only one in there that wasn't "gothic" I wore plaid pants or jeans and everyone else wore vinyl. haha Oh well. Can't blame me for having good taste in music and being a jeans and a T-shirt girl. 
alhim:
what happens ikf you put them in the desert....do they just blow up at one point? 
exploding guini pigs. good visualization for the kids, eh?
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exploding guini pigs. good visualization for the kids, eh?
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I convinced Chris, that would be my friend since our baby years, to loan me 1500 bucks until February, when we get our tax money back. That way I can go ahead and get a car now, for 2000 down, and quit my suckass job and just get two part time jobs for now. I need a change in life, and that is the first...
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rskapcat74529:
Oh, sweetie. My heart is breaking for you. I wish I had all the answers on that, but I don't. Hell, when the husband and I broke up for a week (back when he was just the boyfriend) I spent the entire week crying in bed, living on chocolate milk. I'm a big sap who believes in wallowing in the sadness. So wallow away. Just know that I'm around if you need to talk. You can email me if you want.
azrael_abyss:
Good luck with the job thing. As long as you're happy that's what matters. Oh and have you checked out Schiller Mit Heppner? it's the lead singer from Wolfsheim. I just thought I'd run that by you just in case you hadn't heard about it yet.
Hooray for a New Year. God help us all.
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azrael_abyss:
haha, that gave me a good laugh Thanks! Oh and "Hi!"
Thanks! Oh and "Hi!"
rskapcat74529:
I have another one where she's licking me.
Well, I'm going to eat breakfast in about an hour and then going to my tattoo appointment at 2:00. They actually fired the girl who did my left arm. I wish I had known she sucked BEFORE she did mine. Damnit. Now the really cool chick who works there has to repair the damage today, free of course. I'm getting the Jack Skellington pic I...
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complainey:
if you thought yours was good you should check out the one i left for evanx. happy new year.
happy new year. 
slinkster:
eep. that's scary. i hope for your sake the girl who fixes your tattoo does a good job.
i will post pictures if i get access to digi cam.
i will post pictures if i get access to digi cam.
Girls: How would you feel if someone you've known for a long time, a good guy friend, was in love with you, but you didn't feel the same way? I mean, how would you go about breaking said friends heart? Or how would you go about easing the pain? Or would you give it a go?
Guys: How would you go about telling the girl...
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complainey:
i left you a testimony! jesus saves! repent now!
rskapcat74529:
Heh...you just guessed my "I'm sexy" trick...actually I can tie cherry stems in a knot with my tongue. I'm a talented girl. Have fun, whatever you do. 
Chris ended up showing up yesterday wanting to know what happened the night before, the drunken bebauchery filled adventure. So I told him he played the role of the embarrassingly sauced idiot, and I the part of the keeping him out of harms way friend. I told him he soooo owes me that new tattoo sometime this week, seeing as how I'm on vacation starting...
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rskapcat74529:
Oh no...I lost my husband to his computer, and now I've lost you to the Xbox. Oh well. Glad you like my boobs.
I forgot to ask: What are you getting inked?
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I forgot to ask: What are you getting inked?
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So last night was the most horrendous night I've had in a long time. I was at home, ready for a night of DVD watching and chinese food, when in comes my friend Chris, around nine o clock. He then said "Jack, you're going with me to the clizzub tonight!" And I was standing there, having just taken my fried rice and two egg rolls...
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rskapcat74529:
That totally sucks. I'm such a homebody, it takes a force of nature to get me out of the house. I usually try to get my friends to congregate at my house so I don't have to go anywhere, and your story just drives home the reason I stay in.
He better stick to his word on the tattoo thing.
My night consisted of watching Comedy Central and playing on my computer while Andy played on his. Super fun.
He better stick to his word on the tattoo thing.
My night consisted of watching Comedy Central and playing on my computer while Andy played on his. Super fun.
rskapcat74529:
The only club I like to go to is this gay dance club called The Village. All the boys are gay, so they just tell me I'm beautiful and don't try to grope me. They also have a fun drag show there. Noone pukes.
You're such a nice boy. Why do the stupid ladies around you not see that? And you're pretty cute, too!
Oh yeah, Andy and I had more fun with the camera. I think it's so cool that he doesn't care if I post pics of my nakedness on the internet. He got a couple good shots of the cats, too.
You're such a nice boy. Why do the stupid ladies around you not see that? And you're pretty cute, too!
Oh yeah, Andy and I had more fun with the camera. I think it's so cool that he doesn't care if I post pics of my nakedness on the internet. He got a couple good shots of the cats, too.
Well, Christmas is past. I received an Xbox(I haven't played video games since maybe Tekken 2 came out, so it's time to jump back in), a shelf stereo thingy, and a DVD player. Not too shabby. I actually didn't really expect anything, so it was a pleasant little surprise. A day of unwrappy joy, as it were. Now today on the other hand, was a...
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rskapcat74529:
Good luck on the car thing. Of course, I recommend a VW GTI, red with black leather, but that's b/c that's what I have!
I am five minutes late to work every day. My bosses don't get mad about it, because at least I am consistent.
My Christmas loot: some silly cat things to put in my apartment, some new bling from my husband (platinum ring with a tourmaline stone), a digital camera from the parents (hence the boobage and various other photos), and some other little stuff. Oh yeah, Andy got me some more Get Fuzzy books. Yeah, I'm a nerd.
Anyways, glad to hear you had a good Christmas.
I am five minutes late to work every day. My bosses don't get mad about it, because at least I am consistent.
My Christmas loot: some silly cat things to put in my apartment, some new bling from my husband (platinum ring with a tourmaline stone), a digital camera from the parents (hence the boobage and various other photos), and some other little stuff. Oh yeah, Andy got me some more Get Fuzzy books. Yeah, I'm a nerd.
Anyways, glad to hear you had a good Christmas.
If I had a flower for everytime I thought of you, we could walk in my garden forever.
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monet:
Happy Holidays darling. I wish you a healthy and happy new year!
monet:
Happy Holidays darling. I wish you a healthy and happy new year!
Ah, sickness sickness, here we go. My nose is running like Pauly Shore from a good movie script. I took the day off work to get some Christmas stuff done. I got a amp installed in one brothers car, and a cd player in the other brothers. Money well spent, I suppose. They can't unwrap those presents, but does that really matter? I mean, is...
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thursday:
did you ever hear back from leisa?
blai:
Yuck for illness.. my little brother was ill for last christmas, and threw up all over his presents. How I laughed.
Today has been a kinda crap filled diaper of a day. I woke up with my nose stopped up and runny and my head feeling like it was full of goo. So I officially have a cold. Great. Thought I could avoid it this year, but it's caught up to me like Tom Hanks caught up to Leo Dicaprio in that movie Catch Me If...
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foxfyre819:
aahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
fuckin walmart! man, that place is pure, unadulterated hell!
it has no equal in its evil this time of year, that's the truth.
bech to walmart!
bastards!
fuckin walmart! man, that place is pure, unadulterated hell!
it has no equal in its evil this time of year, that's the truth.
bech to walmart!
bastards!
rskapcat74529:
*wonders where her cute little flirting partner went...* *sigh*
Oh and "mmmmmmmm" Type O
Oh and do you go in the chat room at all?
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damn- i'm a happy drunk, glad i don't get down. course when i was suffering from depression (i take meds cause i am a brain-chemical challenged individual) drinking would make me sad... *hugs to you*
BUT you have some cool new tattoos!!!!! yay for hot guys with tattoos! yummy.