Okay Heard from one of my Uncles for the first time in 16 years, he is a bugger to track-down.
He lives with my other Uncle in Warminster while looking for another job (sounds familiar) Been married three times (glutton 4 punishment) but at least we have had said more words in these last couple of days than in my whole life. and I am not allpwed to call him Uncle (it makes him feel old)
. and he is a grand father as well. 
Bought wood yesterday to make an Arbour for the outback garden. just have to get cement for it. Have to make a fairy garden for Mum. they Bought a gas BBQ yesterday so put that together with a lot of Bloodying.
Just about broke again, had a tooth done and in front so i will start to lok normal again with a toothy smile
I am looking forward to save again, Ireally need to get out of living with my parents, and just either find a place of my own or take a job that does a bit of travelling for awhile, I would like to get back to seasonal work. But have to find someone who is willing to come along with me. If the employment place doe not work out, i will take up stawberry picking here, untill october and head back down south in october for cherry picking in young then off to the vines for a bit vine training.
He lives with my other Uncle in Warminster while looking for another job (sounds familiar) Been married three times (glutton 4 punishment) but at least we have had said more words in these last couple of days than in my whole life. and I am not allpwed to call him Uncle (it makes him feel old)
. and he is a grand father as well.
Bought wood yesterday to make an Arbour for the outback garden. just have to get cement for it. Have to make a fairy garden for Mum. they Bought a gas BBQ yesterday so put that together with a lot of Bloodying.
Just about broke again, had a tooth done and in front so i will start to lok normal again with a toothy smile
I am looking forward to save again, Ireally need to get out of living with my parents, and just either find a place of my own or take a job that does a bit of travelling for awhile, I would like to get back to seasonal work. But have to find someone who is willing to come along with me. If the employment place doe not work out, i will take up stawberry picking here, untill october and head back down south in october for cherry picking in young then off to the vines for a bit vine training.
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I am confused. Are you talking about your new ceramics?
It keeps coming and biting us in the ass, and it'll keep doing that until it's been fully exposed, ugly as hell in broad daylight, and we've learned not to be scared of it's appearance anymore.
But then not all the demons are bad.
Sometimes they drive us to make the positive things in our lives. Mine made me travel a long way, and do things that arent neccesarily in my character, that fuck things up for a while and resolve never to do them again. I want to think that this is just a ride, that there is no heaven and no hell and just get on with it and enjoy it, but I cant. All the 'what if's' are there, all the guilt and anxiety.
I feel like I'm on the brink of doing something very out of character (nothing life-threatening though) and my hands shake just at the concept.