minceir

Have not been feeling well of late and have had a few tests done this year to find out what is causing it.
Had a Endoscopy done at the start of the year and a colonoscopy done a few weeks ago and still nothing can be found! all they know is my Iron levels are down leveling out at 26 and my blood cells are micro-whatchimicallit.
On top of that one of my sisters has been avoiding me and refusing to talk to me, for some unknown reason, which has been stressing me out for the last 2 years.
I have been also looking after my parents as they are not able to do the things they use to do, due to illnesses and old age. My father is 86 and my Mum is 75.
On top of that I am in love with my friend (she whoever wants friendship only) but I am with someone else, who I like but don't really love and I feel like once in awhile commiting hari kari. Fortunately I am unable to because I love my family and would miss out on what is out there in the world.