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So, I'm kinda getting to the point on here where I feel like I'm not growing as an individual. I want to do different ideas, convey my creativity through my images, and still appeal to my fan base. After my set, "Guitar Hero" was accepted, I was thrilled, overjoyed, and just finally felt like my own ideas fused with Amina's skills were what I needed to succeed. Then, the poltics came in. Another girl submitted a Rockband set that I was told was scheduled to go live the same day as mine. For whatever personal reasons, this made her unhappy. Consequently, neither set went live.
I became discouraged, and I pursued other things. I did 3 sets for Zivity. One of which was my very first set I submitted to SuicideGirls. It's called, "Deville". It was accepted, but then for some reason that I'm unsure of, was rejected. I wore too much makeup, and they just didn't like the "theme". I submitted it to Zivity nearly 3 years later. It's my most popular set to date, so I guess it just depends on the person.
I've also done a set for a site called Headsickpinups. A site that when I first joined SuicideGirls, I was not allowed to work with them. The head photographer had been begging to work with me forever, and after all the contract bs was over with SG, I was free to work with whatever site I please. My set, "Smack My Bitch Up" did really well on the site, I'm happy to say.
Now, to get to what I've been contemplating- before I joined SuicideGirls, I was torn. I signed up for GodsGirls first, because I had girlfriends on the site. 2 months went by, and I got no response. I was upset, and decided to submit my application to SuicideGirls. Within 2 days I was accepted. This was in like late 2006, I believe. I was so stunned and happy. GodsGirls did get back to me, and accepted my application, but it was too late. And now, SG has changed so much. Financially, for the best, but for all of the girls, I'm not sure. I can't make judgement either way. I do know I want to expand myself and feeling confined to whether or not my sets are good enough isn't right. I may be re-sending an application to GodsGirls.com...
So, I'm kinda getting to the point on here where I feel like I'm not growing as an individual. I want to do different ideas, convey my creativity through my images, and still appeal to my fan base. After my set, "Guitar Hero" was accepted, I was thrilled, overjoyed, and just finally felt like my own ideas fused with Amina's skills were what I needed to succeed. Then, the poltics came in. Another girl submitted a Rockband set that I was told was scheduled to go live the same day as mine. For whatever personal reasons, this made her unhappy. Consequently, neither set went live.
I became discouraged, and I pursued other things. I did 3 sets for Zivity. One of which was my very first set I submitted to SuicideGirls. It's called, "Deville". It was accepted, but then for some reason that I'm unsure of, was rejected. I wore too much makeup, and they just didn't like the "theme". I submitted it to Zivity nearly 3 years later. It's my most popular set to date, so I guess it just depends on the person.
I've also done a set for a site called Headsickpinups. A site that when I first joined SuicideGirls, I was not allowed to work with them. The head photographer had been begging to work with me forever, and after all the contract bs was over with SG, I was free to work with whatever site I please. My set, "Smack My Bitch Up" did really well on the site, I'm happy to say.
Now, to get to what I've been contemplating- before I joined SuicideGirls, I was torn. I signed up for GodsGirls first, because I had girlfriends on the site. 2 months went by, and I got no response. I was upset, and decided to submit my application to SuicideGirls. Within 2 days I was accepted. This was in like late 2006, I believe. I was so stunned and happy. GodsGirls did get back to me, and accepted my application, but it was too late. And now, SG has changed so much. Financially, for the best, but for all of the girls, I'm not sure. I can't make judgement either way. I do know I want to expand myself and feeling confined to whether or not my sets are good enough isn't right. I may be re-sending an application to GodsGirls.com...
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Good luck either way, and I know you'll do great no matter what! you are an amazing and beautiful lady that deserves the best.
i'm in a dilemma too, i want to be a suicide girl but not sure if I want to be fully nude. I love modelling, and think I could do great stuff with it, but yah...idk.