minarose

Well, this will be the last post I'm doing for a little while. I'm leaving on Thursday to do the filming for the reality show, "The Search for the Next Elvira". It's going to be on FOX in October, and there will be a LIVE finale on Halloween.

I'm so nervous. Every morning I'm waking up in a tizzy. There's so many thoughts, and contemplations running through my mind. What if I make a complete fool of myself on national television? What if it's edited to make me look like something I'm not? I'm willing to take these risks for the possible reward, but I'm also quite terrified. I don't know what challenges I'm going to face, and I have no idea if I'll be capable of doing well enough to not be eliminated right away. In my heart of hearts, I feel like this is something I'm meant to do. I also can't let my lack of confidence get in the way. I need to believe in myself. If I don't, then there's no chance in hell I'll make it.

Please, remember to vote for me on the 3rd episode (if I make it that far). Thank you so much for your support! Especially my wonderful friend, Szandora & my amazing man, Randy.