mimii

It's five past midnight and i'm sitting in bed wide awake, my little dog is sprawled out fast asleep next to me and I feel so lonely. Ive been to see Gossip tonight, who were awesome by the way, but i was stuck behind a couple who couldn't put each other down! I'm not begrudging them a bit of loving but there's a time and a place ie. not when you're blocking someones view of the delightful beth and also not when I've just been dumped by a man who despite being completey incapable of anything remotely affectionate, I completely adored. My heart is broken and no matter how much I tell myself it's fine, I'm ok - it's not and i'm not.

Don't get me wrong tho, I don't want him back, he was never good enough for me, I deserve to be loved, really loved and he did not deserve the love I gave him, but I am so lonely, I just want to wake up to a sleepy cuddle and a kiss on my forehead every now and again, is that soooo much to ask?

Also why can I not tell girls who like girls from other grls? I am soooo bad at that!!! neechee said why can't bi girls have flashin signs on their heads, I agree, I think it should be a new rule - ladies, if you're bi ADVERTISE IT !!! hehe

this bloggin thing is kinda therapeutic !