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Mar 19, 2019
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I’m not really on here anymore... but a few things that have happened since 2013 I guess.... I’ve dated numerous people in the last 6 years

I almost moved to Canada for one.

I was the recipient of a very abusive relationship.

When I got out of it I kind of lost confidence in myself and then connected with a girl that had matched with me several times on multiple dating apps. That went well for a while, but it wasn’t IT.

And then I thought I found the one I’ve been looking for only to realize that she was in a relationship.

But..... I became that guy I didn’t want to be. We slept together. But it wasn’t just for the sex. It was the connection and partnership we had. I knew it was doomed, but I couldn’t not hold out hope. Not to mention her relationship was equally, if not worse, abusive as mine was. Which made it that much easier to relate to and confide in. That all ended when the bf made her pay for some big conference for the two of them to go to and reinvent themselves.

Basicallly it was just more brain washing and gas lighting. And then he proposed to her and forced her to say yes he told all of our mutual friends that they eloped. He lied.

But this point he knew what happened between the two of us. I cut off contact. Completely.

Then I dated a girl I didn’t think I’d be into. She was completely opposite of everything I thought I wanted.

But she has been the best thing to me ever since. We are so close to buying our first home together. I’m excited for what this brings

I started a new job and make a butt ton more money than I did before.... but not as much as I would like to make.

I want to be financially secure. I want a great job with great job security and financial security.

I am still designing disc golf courses, but not as much as I’d like to. But I have lots of projects in mind for that.

My last grandparent (out of the 6 I had)... died this past Friday. The wake is tonight and the funeral tomorrow. He was a real happy guy and I’ll try my best to continue that positivity in life.

Coaching starts soon. I’m excited about that. Hopefully we can forge a path to another championship this year.

Putting the dark days behind me and grinding on this positivity and my work ethic.

Much love and big hugs to all you humans.

-Q

nerwen:
It's so inspiring! I hope that everything will be fine for you and your soulmate❤ And all of your plans and goals will be realized!
Nov 13, 2019

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