Its so strange when you lose someone from your life that was everything. Its like you lose your whole life almost. I wonder when I walk past people if they are quite as lonely as I am or if my wonderful ability to be completely anti social is the reason for being so alone. Who knows? I'm the kind of person who could disappear and not many would notice. This sounds pathetic. sorry i'm a little down i guess
earplug6947:
i realize that this is 1. a year or two old 2. been passed around every office and .com but sometimes he makes me feel a bit better...mainly because he "gets down on himself...and stuff". it is gloomy and cloudy in oakland this AM. perfect bike-riding weather for us! (i say "us" as IF i could bring my kitties with me...but i'll just ride alone, again 
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