I feel so alone in a room full of people I'm just standing around looking around but I'm treading water to keep my head above the goddamn water. I see you all around me and think to myself I got so alone by being with you. I erased all my thoughts and typed it what fit for i am no better than them i see with my mouth and through my feet and everyday i get up and walk up to that street and I glance down right before you pass and i never look up from my feet.
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just saw your name when i was cruising thru the HookUp thingy.
i know what you're saying about lonely. i can be in a room full of people i know and still feel like a complete outsider. felt the same way when i first started posting on here too.
not gonna offer any bullshit advice though.
you didn't ask for any, and i have none to give.
just wanted to say "hey & welcome", and to commiserate a little.
i wanna be on Jeopardy too.
I feel the same way, trying to be more interactive but I seem to be incredibly unusual. I always get the look like I just grew 3 more heads. *shrug* I'd rather be myself and an outcast than try to be something they'd like and popular.