Monday Feb 10, 2003

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So this week is going so much better. I'm so happy smile People aren't even annoying me as much and i keep meeting nice new people. The only thing about week is everyone keeps trying to set me up with people. Its so awkward. Other then that things are good.

wow that was so upbeat and positive I think I need to sit down.
fej:
Hi

Tuesday Feb 04, 2003

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wow what a day. I'm glad I have one friend to keep me sane and feeling happy because man is this world full of some fucking assholes who are so rude. It makes me crazy.
oso:
who was rude to you?!

gimme their names and i'll burn their fuckin' houses down.

i won't let them get away with this......mad
_v_:
and all of those assholes live in my town.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Friday Jan 31, 2003

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I can't get my stupid profile picture to be the right size and its making me so mad. mad
i'm terrible with computers!!! ahhhhhhhhh
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hellkitten:
But you're darn cute, and that makes up for it ,o)
oso:
i like your pic.

Wednesday Jan 29, 2003

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It snows everyday here. I walk around with slush up to my kneecaps. My computer is finally fixed and I might get it back today. hip hip hooray biggrin
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hellkitten:
my hammies ball up together. it's so cute. and then someone moves and it pisses the other off. hehe!
vaj:
hi! new zealand is pretty cool, but i was pretty quick to get out of here when i was 19... it's a nice place to visit, and even to live, if you've seen bigger things previously.
but the good things about auckland, where i live... there are beaches everywhere, the people are friendly, the city has plenty clubs and bars, and plenty more stuff i can't think of.

i've never seen snow. honest.

Sunday Jan 26, 2003

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I feel so alone in a room full of people I'm just standing around looking around but I'm treading water to keep my head above the goddamn water. I see you all around me and think to myself I got so alone by being with you. I erased all my thoughts and typed it what fit for i am no better than them i see...
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oso:
hi.

just saw your name when i was cruising thru the HookUp thingy.

i know what you're saying about lonely. i can be in a room full of people i know and still feel like a complete outsider. felt the same way when i first started posting on here too.
not gonna offer any bullshit advice though.
you didn't ask for any, and i have none to give.

just wanted to say "hey & welcome", and to commiserate a little. biggrin

i wanna be on Jeopardy too.
hellkitten:
Thanks for sending me a happy birthday message +o)

I feel the same way, trying to be more interactive but I seem to be incredibly unusual. I always get the look like I just grew 3 more heads. *shrug* I'd rather be myself and an outcast than try to be something they'd like and popular.

Saturday Jan 25, 2003

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I just ate way too much spagetti and bread. Went to this little shop that had such good food. yum yum Now I've got to go find something to do all night. Bye

Friday Jan 24, 2003

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This week went so fast. I'm gald its the weekend. I just get together with some friends and relax a while. whew these last two weeks have been crazy.
I don't really know anyone yet so if you'd like to know me leave to message.
Have a great weekend everyone