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I'm doing a lot better than a few days ago. Not all the way where I want to be yet, but I've definetly been making a lot of progress this past week or so. Part of that is due to being able to rationalise a few things or set them aside, and part to some good news:
My boss at the hospital asked me to come work there full time starting January 1st! And he also talked to my boss at the university, and though he wasn't jumping with joy about it (it's very hard to find someone for 10-20 hours a week in my field), he agreed to let me go . I'll probably be working at the university almost full time untill mid-December, so that kinda sucks, but after my Christmas vacation I'm free! It just lifts a huge weight off my shoulders, because working at the university was a source of a lot of stress. Not just because of the atmosphere there, but also because it's hard to satisfy 2 bosses at the same time, give both jobs equal commitment. And now I don't have to juggle responsibilities anymore. So I'm very happy with that .

Other than that, I still have plenty of work to do to get myself back on top. But I have a nice bit of momentum going, so I'm confident I'll be back to my old (pre-depression) self soon enough . Thanks to everyone that supported me, I love you all .