Having something of a mini mental breakdown.
I go back to full time study next month (If I got in...we don't find out fr sure until the 20th of this fucking month. -_-") after 2 years of being out of school.
Its a course I want to be doing (Either Fashion Design or Art and Design) but at the same time, I am starting to doubt myself.
Then again, maybe when I get there, it will be a blast.
Had to cancel a party I had been planning for over 3 months because I got dates wrong. Feeling somewhat fucked over by this, because the next date I can have it is on a friends birthday.
I miss my boyfriend. /whinge
He's been working 50+ hours and yeah. Tomorrows his 24th birthday but due to work, I wont see him until Saturday. Its nothing too huge, just, if I had my license, I could drive to his and surprise him, is all.
xD
Other than that, conflict with family and friends is making the start of the year really rather rough. I am getting punished for not having money, with people who I figured would understand just arnt.
Its over 40 degrees Celsius over here, I fucking hate Australia.
Stops me form leaving the house, which is making me go fucking nuts.
Monday will prove worth it, getting a new facial mod (after 6 months without a fresh hole in me), and one I have wanted for week over 2 years.
Basically, I just have to live through tomorrow and then the weekend starts. Fuck. Yes.
:3
I go back to full time study next month (If I got in...we don't find out fr sure until the 20th of this fucking month. -_-") after 2 years of being out of school.
Its a course I want to be doing (Either Fashion Design or Art and Design) but at the same time, I am starting to doubt myself.
Then again, maybe when I get there, it will be a blast.
Had to cancel a party I had been planning for over 3 months because I got dates wrong. Feeling somewhat fucked over by this, because the next date I can have it is on a friends birthday.
I miss my boyfriend. /whinge
He's been working 50+ hours and yeah. Tomorrows his 24th birthday but due to work, I wont see him until Saturday. Its nothing too huge, just, if I had my license, I could drive to his and surprise him, is all.
xD
Other than that, conflict with family and friends is making the start of the year really rather rough. I am getting punished for not having money, with people who I figured would understand just arnt.
Its over 40 degrees Celsius over here, I fucking hate Australia.
Stops me form leaving the house, which is making me go fucking nuts.
Monday will prove worth it, getting a new facial mod (after 6 months without a fresh hole in me), and one I have wanted for week over 2 years.
Basically, I just have to live through tomorrow and then the weekend starts. Fuck. Yes.
:3