Sorry for the absences, you guys! The holidays really kicked my ass this year. I'm sure everyone gets stressed out with the holiday season, but I feel like this year really took a toll not only on me but also on the depression. I've been dealing with depression, and social anxiety for years now ever since I got out of the military. However, I feel like this holiday season it was just amplified. I'm usually really good with coping with my depression and anxiety, but for some reason the past couple months it was hard to get control of it. I literally had zero motivation to keep up with any of my social media sites like onlyfans, Instagram, YouTube, or even here on suicide girls. I feel like that lack of motivation to do any work on my socials kind of deepened that depression because I wasn't feeling productive with my days. I'm back though, and putting my effort back into the things I enjoy doing! Like producing great content for you guys!
Alright, enough of the sappy crap. Lol How was everyone's holidays?!? I hope everyone had a great Christmas. I got to spend some time with family this year, which usually stresses me out because my in-laws aren't the most welcoming of people. It's also super awkward because my sister in law (I guess that is who she is to me. She's my husbands, brothers wife.) doesn't talk to us because god knows why. I honestly think its because she may have came across my Onlyfans when she tried to follow me on Instagram. Lol I make the best of it though because I love getting to spend time with my husband's sister and her husband. They are the most normal ones of the family. It's only 2-3 time a year I have to see the other half of his family, so can't complain too much. Lol
Excited for the New Year! 2022 is going to be a great year, I'm putting it out there in the universe. My first set for Suicide Girls is dropping in 3 weeks, and I'm really hoping you guys love it and engage with the set. The is nothing I would love more than for me account to go pink! If not, no big deal, I'll just make another set and we will keep trying until it happens! Gotta be optimistic because there have been a ton of girls working hard to go pink a lot longing than I have, so they totally deserve it more than me. Anyone have any New Years resolutions? I have a couple I want to work on. I really want to quit smoking cigarettes for the obvious reasons of its bad for my health. I also want to start focusing on eating better, and taking better care of my overall health.
I guess I'm done babbling on for now. I promise I'll be more consistent with posting from here on out. Lol. I would really love it if you guys would possibly follow me on any of my social sites, I'll have them linked at the end of this blog. I hope everyone has a great, fun, and safe new years. Love you, guys!
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