woo hoo! the exam is over! three hours in which to prove myself. three hours in which i could have proved myself better...
but i know i've passed- at least with a 2:2 in it so i'm happy, and now at least my life can go on!
the next stage is a job interview on tuesday which i have to swot up on
not happy...
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but i know i've passed- at least with a 2:2 in it so i'm happy, and now at least my life can go on!
the next stage is a job interview on tuesday which i have to swot up on
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holy guacamole, did anyone see neighbours last night?! that fateful kiss between sooz and the priest. very curious but strangely arousing 
haha! 
well, back in the place that is called bristolio holio [by me] my exam is on friday and at this point in time i don;t really give one, two or even three hoots about it. good news in my life. well, managed to...
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haha!
well, back in the place that is called bristolio holio [by me] my exam is on friday and at this point in time i don;t really give one, two or even three hoots about it. good news in my life. well, managed to...
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nickolai:
Lots and lots of good luck and best wishes for the exam tomorrow Milky!
nonchalance:
Hope the exam was ok (I know you'll be checking AFTER the exam) Welcome back to Bristol! I'm missing Octy, i need you to slap some sense into me and tell me how terrible she is! 
Preferably while i cook you a roast dinner to make you feel better about your ongoing feeling shit-ness. I'm working in the council house at the bottom of Park St now so i can drop in after work, maybe with good films to keep you alive!
Arse about the bins, Oct was of the opinion that it was Sarah's turn to take them out, so the place prob smelled just as bad before she left!
Ciao ciao!
Welcome back to Bristol! I'm missing Octy, i need you to slap some sense into me and tell me how terrible she is! Preferably while i cook you a roast dinner to make you feel better about your ongoing feeling shit-ness. I'm working in the council house at the bottom of Park St now so i can drop in after work, maybe with good films to keep you alive!
Arse about the bins, Oct was of the opinion that it was Sarah's turn to take them out, so the place prob smelled just as bad before she left!
Ciao ciao!
Ok dudes, I've had it with this "let's be virtuous and revise like a beast" crap. It's not cool, it's not fun and it's just not happening.
It's been a tough couple of weeks culminating in yesterday, which was probably the worst for a long time. I've been ill for a few months now with an undiagnosed kidney problem and was feeling rougher than usual...
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It's been a tough couple of weeks culminating in yesterday, which was probably the worst for a long time. I've been ill for a few months now with an undiagnosed kidney problem
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october:
i'd just like to point out that that was entirely nonchalances idea - not mine! 
cane toads huh? can you bring this video back to bristol with you?
hope you're feeling better now. much love honey
cane toads huh? can you bring this video back to bristol with you?
hope you're feeling better now. much love honey
silveronthetree:
Hi sweety,
Yes I am very cultured (not really!).
keep trying on your health thing, get a bastard to see you!
If you are willing, I have a friend (he`s 67 and into his health)that will get you an appointment somewhere in London. I need to know more about the complaint though.
Yes middle age is creeping in, I`m 32, and I now have definate limits. My back aches a lot, I can`t shove in to myself any food that I want anymore, cuts take longer to heal, when the sun comes up so do I, even on the weekend(annoying), I`ve got hairs where there were none, and I get gut rot from too much coffee. Nice.
Lots of love to ya
Yes I am very cultured (not really!).
keep trying on your health thing, get a bastard to see you!
If you are willing, I have a friend (he`s 67 and into his health)that will get you an appointment somewhere in London. I need to know more about the complaint though.
Yes middle age is creeping in, I`m 32, and I now have definate limits. My back aches a lot, I can`t shove in to myself any food that I want anymore, cuts take longer to heal, when the sun comes up so do I, even on the weekend(annoying), I`ve got hairs where there were none, and I get gut rot from too much coffee. Nice.
Lots of love to ya
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nickolai:
Morning Milky!
Er, thats it. not sure why I'm here actually...
Er, thats it. not sure why I'm here actually...
silveronthetree:
cheers sweety, will do, am doing infact
eep! dear oh dear, you lot at SG really do get nailed to the sharp end, don't you?! 
You must excuse the rant from this morning- I feel much better now I don't think I'm losing it sorry, there's just been so much tension atm and I'm not able to vent it at home so you guys drew the short straw. 
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You must excuse the rant from this morning- I feel much better now I don't think I'm losing it sorry, there's just been so much tension atm and I'm not able to vent it at home so you guys drew the short straw. thank you all for... Read More
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mtlqueen:
I love her work. Why isn't she on my favorites list? I always blank out on those stupid profile lists. Her work is very SG...
charley:
I love that picture, someone gave my Mum a card recently with one of her pictures and it reminded me of SG Geraldine for some reason
Thank you so much for the advice you are SO right, why didn't I do that already I am refusing to be too embarrassed though, I remember that, that particular ex once rang me at 3am and sang Wuthering Heights by kate Bush from start to finish in a booze filled frenzy not long after we had split up, heheh thats WAY sillier
Thank you so much for the advice you are SO right, why didn't I do that already
I am refusing to be too embarrassed though, I remember that, that particular ex once rang me at 3am and sang Wuthering Heights by kate Bush from start to finish in a booze filled frenzy not long after we had split up, heheh thats WAY sillier
I'm so tired. Of everything. Atlas would not even offer to carry my heavy spirits.
I hate complaining, so I'm sorry to be such a drain, but I want something good to happen in my life, I want a real glimmer of sunshine, not an illusory flame. Or is this how it is supposed to be always? I'm not even sure that if something good...
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I hate complaining, so I'm sorry to be such a drain, but I want something good to happen in my life, I want a real glimmer of sunshine, not an illusory flame. Or is this how it is supposed to be always? I'm not even sure that if something good...
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kinto:
Are you my reflection in the mirror?
Check your email.
damn typos
[Edited on Aug 24, 2004 3:59AM]
Check your email.
damn typos
[Edited on Aug 24, 2004 3:59AM]
brokenhouse:
hello milky
i wish i could find the words to help you with the way you are feeling today- but i got a feeling that even if i did, it wouldn't help much.
the only reason i say this is because i feel that way sometimes, and nothing anyone could say to me helps!!
i hope the exhibition takes your mind off your thoughts for a couple of hours at least, and if all else fails... just try and picture eric idle nailed to the cross at the end of 'life of brian'
take care
adam x
i wish i could find the words to help you with the way you are feeling today- but i got a feeling that even if i did, it wouldn't help much.
the only reason i say this is because i feel that way sometimes, and nothing anyone could say to me helps!!
i hope the exhibition takes your mind off your thoughts for a couple of hours at least, and if all else fails... just try and picture eric idle nailed to the cross at the end of 'life of brian'
take care
adam x
Unfortunately the words of this song don't belong to me but they're just so beautiful that I'd like to share them with you.
If language were liquid
It would be rushing in
Instead here we are
In a silence more eloquent
Than any word could ever be
These words are too solid
They don't move fast enough
To catch the blur in the brain
That...
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If language were liquid
It would be rushing in
Instead here we are
In a silence more eloquent
Than any word could ever be
These words are too solid
They don't move fast enough
To catch the blur in the brain
That...
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silveronthetree:
The band is called The Urban Voodo Machine. They are sorta an 7 piece rock/blue/country mix.
charley:
Oooooh yay, I really want that Emily the Strange sweatshirt, I am kind of hinting about it as a possible birthday present, even though my birthday isn't until November Oh well its good to be prepared, right?
Oh well its good to be prepared, right? Last night I had one of my anxiety dreams. I was being chased by a woman who wanted to kill me with a knife. The dream seemed to go on all night and I kept half waking up, realising that it was a dream and that I shouldn't be too worried, but hating the fact that in order to get it over with I'd have...
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anaphalaxis:
You like the Silmarillion and Bansky. Therefore I like you! Oh, and your fantasy is a good one too
anaphalaxis:
ahh, you liked that one did ya . Funny, I never knew that the Yanks didn't have haddock. People keep asking me what one is. Therefore I think it might just be a good time to change it since it isn't an especially funny joke anyway...
. Funny, I never knew that the Yanks didn't have haddock. People keep asking me what one is. Therefore I think it might just be a good time to change it since it isn't an especially funny joke anyway...Today I feel like a foul creature from the evil-smelling bog. For no particular reason you realise, just that there is a languid stench in the air.
My only hope is that there is an almighty thunderstorm with sheet lightning and violent rain. RAH!
The past few days have been pleasant and dreamy. Well, half dozy more like as october, her friend Caz, and...
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My only hope is that there is an almighty thunderstorm with sheet lightning and violent rain. RAH!
The past few days have been pleasant and dreamy. Well, half dozy more like as october, her friend Caz, and...
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pedigree_chump:
milky--- i have found the answer to all of life's problems:
i've heard about punk rock aerobics before, but i was idling in Waterstone's today, and purely by chance i discovered the the book! i am so happy!!! That shits all over Rosemary Conley!!
i'm not sure there's much point to life either--- which in itself can be quite a liberating realization, but is pooped on by the fact the the vast majority of humanity don't seem to realise that there's no need for half the crap we put ourselves through. i bought another great book in liverpool, called "How to Be Idle", which I think you'd find quite interesting too. It was in the humour section of Borders, but it's also quite a serious argument for a more leisurely existence. you should check it out
who be this girl you have to meet? 
do you really have to meet her?? blech... i hate people like that.
now if you'll excuse me, i have to do a workout
(and come on MSN soon!!!) xoxo
i've heard about punk rock aerobics before, but i was idling in Waterstone's today, and purely by chance i discovered the the book!
i am so happy!!! That shits all over Rosemary Conley!!
i'm not sure there's much point to life either--- which in itself can be quite a liberating realization, but is pooped on by the fact the the vast majority of humanity don't seem to realise that there's no need for half the crap we put ourselves through. i bought another great book in liverpool, called "How to Be Idle", which I think you'd find quite interesting too. It was in the humour section of Borders, but it's also quite a serious argument for a more leisurely existence. you should check it out
who be this girl you have to meet?
do you really have to meet her?? blech... i hate people like that.
now if you'll excuse me, i have to do a workout
(and come on MSN soon!!!) xoxo
kinto:
The point is to make yourself become a better person in order to make this world a better place while you're here.
Probably that something like 99% of the human population has no focus or no clues whatsoever about how they're wasting their life away with earthly possessions & matters.
Society is cultivated & reproduced in a totally decerebrating way. Because fear of asking questions & always choosing the easiest path is numbing and also (wrongly) re-assuring.
It's just the ostrich way of thinking that burying your head in the sand will make all the troubles go away...
You can choose:
live a second-hand life and become "socially successful": nothing will be learnt or improved and you'll realize that nothing you valued was important comes old age...
or you can take risks, suffer, always move forward, challenge your own mind and collect the rewards of an inner peace that will come someday, naturally.
PS: this made me think - you should watch "The Straight Story" by David Lynch if you haven't seen it yet. You'll understand that no matter what your age is, it's never too late to do the right thing.
PPS: we really need to have a proper conversation, someday.
Probably that something like 99% of the human population has no focus or no clues whatsoever about how they're wasting their life away with earthly possessions & matters.
Society is cultivated & reproduced in a totally decerebrating way. Because fear of asking questions & always choosing the easiest path is numbing and also (wrongly) re-assuring.
It's just the ostrich way of thinking that burying your head in the sand will make all the troubles go away...
You can choose:
live a second-hand life and become "socially successful": nothing will be learnt or improved and you'll realize that nothing you valued was important comes old age...
or you can take risks, suffer, always move forward, challenge your own mind and collect the rewards of an inner peace that will come someday, naturally.
PS: this made me think - you should watch "The Straight Story" by David Lynch if you haven't seen it yet. You'll understand that no matter what your age is, it's never too late to do the right thing.
PPS: we really need to have a proper conversation, someday.
I never realised until very recently just how great this site really is. It is both public and private, introvert and exhibitionist, intensive and extensive. A complete community.
For me, the greatest thing of all is to meet like-minded people and I find writing in my journal space as cathartic as I would writing in my own, personal diary.
Yet many of us have never...
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For me, the greatest thing of all is to meet like-minded people and I find writing in my journal space as cathartic as I would writing in my own, personal diary.
Yet many of us have never...
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silveronthetree:
Its so cool you did a skydive. Rock on!!!!!
tubesound:
This site is what you make it, that's why I like it.
cheers for the post milky really cheered me up
enjoy ur holidays - jus kick bac and relax -
gotta go pack -
good luck with the job interview and i hope you get to go on those holidays you mentioned. cornwall - i'm jealous!