milky666

thank you pedigree_chump, i love my new name!!

I am currently in the library trying to work on my research project which is somewhat theoretical and piecemeal at the moment 9pm turns out some pretty shady characters around here- it's like the underworld or summat. for example, there's a chinese chap that i think is going crazy. he's been pacing around and tapping things and talking to himself for quite some time now. i almost wanted to grab him and ask him whether he was ok but thought it might flip him out completely.

It's kinda cool being here otherwise as there are few people mad enough to hang around this joint. jill scott is rolling out the tunes on my laptop and is helping me get over the boy that i "asked out" who has been unforgiveably rude today. i have made the effort time and time again to say hi and get some kind of banter going to ease the tension that needless to say *he* created by not replying to my email, but the tip of the iceberg glared out of the water today when he decided to blank me completely. so there we go, no more nice milk, he is being blanked hardcore from now on [i hate doing that] and im going to look so fine that he is going to wish he had a tongue to speak or a demeanour that was fitting enough to engage in rappor with me. so there.

people are clearing out and im no closer to an answer on my project on coroners. god, why do i have to daydream all the time?

you know something, octobersaid that i shouldn't let this experience with nastyboy put me off asking more people out. i totally agree, but you know, i've hardly ever been asked out- guys just don't do it, let alone swept off my feet. can anyone tell me the recipe for that? i'd be grateful because it's actually starting to freak me out now.

daydreaming again! need to focus on morbid coroners instead. wonder what coroners are like in bed.....Dammit! just can't do it