I am very happy today.
Something has just clicked inside which takes me one rung further up the ladder to understanding...well, me and life and stuff really
I have to make this quick as i have a horrid lecture to get to in about 10 minutes so speedy gonzales fingers at the ready...
last night i went to my law ball at the uni. it was going to be a weary and drab affair and i started to flag after the first hour. then something curious happened. i never stand up for myself and usually let things that irritate me wash over, but last night, sober [ish!] i stood up to my housemate who was being unreasonable. well, it was only over something minor and we made up pretty soon but i realised that i do have strength and [appropriately] i can use it. hooray, im not a doormat.
the second thing that happened is that there was the most beautiful man serving at the bar last night. for the first time ever i plucked up the courage and gave him my number. he probably wont call/text or anything but the mere step of doing that is huge for someone who just doesnt see how she could ever be attractive to anyone. yay for courage!
i've just come back from my second acupuncture and cupping session for my back and i feel so relaxed and lovely. the guy used the most beautiful, intense oil on my back which smells a bit like tiger balm or citronella. i keep wanting to ask people to sniff me and i should be careful that i dont just secretly sniff myself because i really want to!!!
on my way walking home i was really saddened to find a pigeon caught in a spiky bush. its neck looked broken but i could see it was still breathing. i tried to help it but couldnt do it on my own. then a lovely man stopped and helped me and together we managed to free it. it was pretty startled and bleeding slightly but when i flew my heart just leapt and i wanted to cry
very happy.
and a nice tramp said hello and was pleased wth chocolate and oranges.
im sorry this is so disjointed and that i havent written back to pple that posted on my journal- i promise i shall soon! i am thinking of you all tho!
much love and take care,
milk xoxox
Something has just clicked inside which takes me one rung further up the ladder to understanding...well, me and life and stuff really
I have to make this quick as i have a horrid lecture to get to in about 10 minutes so speedy gonzales fingers at the ready...
last night i went to my law ball at the uni. it was going to be a weary and drab affair and i started to flag after the first hour. then something curious happened. i never stand up for myself and usually let things that irritate me wash over, but last night, sober [ish!] i stood up to my housemate who was being unreasonable. well, it was only over something minor and we made up pretty soon but i realised that i do have strength and [appropriately] i can use it. hooray, im not a doormat.
the second thing that happened is that there was the most beautiful man serving at the bar last night. for the first time ever i plucked up the courage and gave him my number. he probably wont call/text or anything but the mere step of doing that is huge for someone who just doesnt see how she could ever be attractive to anyone. yay for courage!
i've just come back from my second acupuncture and cupping session for my back and i feel so relaxed and lovely. the guy used the most beautiful, intense oil on my back which smells a bit like tiger balm or citronella. i keep wanting to ask people to sniff me and i should be careful that i dont just secretly sniff myself because i really want to!!!
on my way walking home i was really saddened to find a pigeon caught in a spiky bush. its neck looked broken but i could see it was still breathing. i tried to help it but couldnt do it on my own. then a lovely man stopped and helped me and together we managed to free it. it was pretty startled and bleeding slightly but when i flew my heart just leapt and i wanted to cry
very happy.
and a nice tramp said hello and was pleased wth chocolate and oranges.
im sorry this is so disjointed and that i havent written back to pple that posted on my journal- i promise i shall soon! i am thinking of you all tho!
much love and take care,
milk xoxox
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take care
acupuncture is so cool. my mum had it done for some time, it looked so funny, with the needles sticking out of her ears ,heheh. my friend used to practise shiatsu on me, which is similar, but without needles and they move your legs and arms a bit. its amazing, you feel reborn afterwards!
what have you planned for xmas/nye?
hope everything's well,