milky666

I have an infection that just will not go away.

No, this time I do not mean a malignant boy-creature-thing [to be honest, they stay away to start with! ] but a horrid kidney infection that began in may! sigh...

Ah well, it is through suffering that we may achieve enlightenment is it not, and at least this way I can skip work and lie in bed until trisha starts and I can work on my new art diary that i'm making and read and do whatever.

it is never good to be too busy...life just slips by and you seem to lose identity, engulfed in the context. i know someone who likes nothing better than being ridiculously busy. to me, that's just another form of running away, never confronting who you really are and what you really want from life. surely those things are the most important realisations of your existence?!

Or am I being too heavy-handed?

I know someone else who is at the other end. She uses logic and takes it to the extreme and uses it to rationalise and mask her emotions because it is almost too painful for her to realise them/thinks it's too indulgent to feel them.

What a crazy world we live in.

I believe that you need time to think and some emotion in order to learn and progress with your life. In the first case, it's pure denial, in the second, it's pure denial in the sense that she is skipping out the learning part and feels like she is already as wise as she can be.

What do you lot think about wisdom, cats, beauty, the path of life, anything that you feel is important to address.

until next time,