Today i do not feel alive.
tiredtiredtiredtiredtired
but that's what a 9-5 job [that doesnt pay you] does! this week i have been working for coutts bank in a desperate bid to try to find out what i want to do in this world. but have discovered that data entry reALLy isnt for me! sigh.
oh well, it narrows the field, huh.
octoberhas been a very bad influence on me at the moment and is trying to make me take the day off so we can go shopping for fetish gear for a fetish party this weekend. am very saddened to discover now that have to go to london this wknd and miss it
so will have to wait another month!!! damn, the rubber gloves will just have to be put back into the drawer 
righto, have to scoot. not very interesting journal i know but will do it properly this wknd.
my love to all you crazy toads out there!
tiredtiredtiredtiredtired
but that's what a 9-5 job [that doesnt pay you] does! this week i have been working for coutts bank in a desperate bid to try to find out what i want to do in this world. but have discovered that data entry reALLy isnt for me! sigh.
oh well, it narrows the field, huh.
octoberhas been a very bad influence on me at the moment and is trying to make me take the day off so we can go shopping for fetish gear for a fetish party this weekend. am very saddened to discover now that have to go to london this wknd and miss it
so will have to wait another month!!! damn, the rubber gloves will just have to be put back into the drawer
righto, have to scoot. not very interesting journal i know but will do it properly this wknd.
my love to all you crazy toads out there!
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thanks for the post.
Yes you have read S, you describe it perfectly. Ever found the poem on Tom Bombadil? Its in Roverandum complilation of stories. If you haven`t you will like it.
I work in a ladies fashion company that supplies the high street. I am in sales / administration.
I have always wanted to write, but am a lazy fuck (I`m not being fair to myself there really) and I want to write a fantasy novel.
I`m on chapter 2 at the moment and all my research is done, which has been an on going process over the last 10 years or so, (I`m 32). The research has been on Asian Tribes (includes mongols, chinese, turkish, altaic, hungarian, russian and loads more, pre-modern religion, so mainly tribe around 500 bc to 500 ad ish.
I`m finally happy with what`s coming out of me and i`m learning to just plough on and go over things latter.
If you wanna read any let me know (it bores most people to tears!).
I`ve wanted to branch out of fantasy a bit with a few other small projects, but I haven`t found a writing style that works for me other than fantasy. Well there you go.
Maybe more information than you wanted!
Have a great weekend, hope the big smoke gives you some blowbacks
Post you on my return.