milky666

well it's just been one of those days cats...

I am currently writing from the comfort of an internet cafe in bath spa. yes, that's right, i came all the way from bristol to bath to use the internet. now that IS sad.

i think i just need to have a bit of a rant. it was after last night that reality has bitten me on the arse. the conclusion reached is that:

1) yes, i am going to die a spinster
2) men have no respect for me even if they are losers [and they generally are]
3) apart from my father, no member of the opposite sex has ever loved me.

and that is very sad.

I think i have the words "please, please, I'm begging you, string me along and treat me like a nobody" tattooed on my forehead. and i could understand if i was a slag and a horrible, horrible person but i'm just not and I don't understand why i get this reaction when all i give is love.

yes, today has not been a good day, but tomorrow is another day and another inevitable opportunity to grow wiser and stronger.

haha, if i havent scared the bejesus out of you all, have you any advise because i'm clearly doing something very wrong.

laters doods.
m xxx