I'm so tired. Of everything. Atlas would not even offer to carry my heavy spirits.
I hate complaining, so I'm sorry to be such a drain, but I want something good to happen in my life, I want a real glimmer of sunshine, not an illusory flame. Or is this how it is supposed to be always? I'm not even sure that if something good...
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I hate complaining, so I'm sorry to be such a drain, but I want something good to happen in my life, I want a real glimmer of sunshine, not an illusory flame. Or is this how it is supposed to be always? I'm not even sure that if something good...
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Unfortunately the words of this song don't belong to me but they're just so beautiful that I'd like to share them with you.
If language were liquid
It would be rushing in
Instead here we are
In a silence more eloquent
Than any word could ever be
These words are too solid
They don't move fast enough
To catch the blur in the brain
That...
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If language were liquid
It would be rushing in
Instead here we are
In a silence more eloquent
Than any word could ever be
These words are too solid
They don't move fast enough
To catch the blur in the brain
That...
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silveronthetree:
The band is called The Urban Voodo Machine. They are sorta an 7 piece rock/blue/country mix. 
charley:
Oooooh yay, I really want that Emily the Strange sweatshirt, I am kind of hinting about it as a possible birthday present, even though my birthday isn't until November 
Oh well its good to be prepared, right?
Oh well its good to be prepared, right? 
milky666:
me
Last night I had one of my anxiety dreams. I was being chased by a woman who wanted to kill me with a knife. The dream seemed to go on all night and I kept half waking up, realising that it was a dream and that I shouldn't be too worried, but hating the fact that in order to get it over with I'd have...
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anaphalaxis:
You like the Silmarillion and Bansky. Therefore I like you! Oh, and your fantasy is a good one too
anaphalaxis:
ahh, you liked that one did ya . Funny, I never knew that the Yanks didn't have haddock. People keep asking me what one is. Therefore I think it might just be a good time to change it since it isn't an especially funny joke anyway...
. Funny, I never knew that the Yanks didn't have haddock. People keep asking me what one is. Therefore I think it might just be a good time to change it since it isn't an especially funny joke anyway...Today I feel like a foul creature from the evil-smelling bog. For no particular reason you realise, just that there is a languid stench in the air. 
My only hope is that there is an almighty thunderstorm with sheet lightning and violent rain. RAH!
The past few days have been pleasant and dreamy. Well, half dozy more like as october, her friend Caz, and...
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My only hope is that there is an almighty thunderstorm with sheet lightning and violent rain. RAH!
The past few days have been pleasant and dreamy. Well, half dozy more like as october, her friend Caz, and...
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pedigree_chump:
milky--- i have found the answer to all of life's problems:
i've heard about punk rock aerobics before, but i was idling in Waterstone's today, and purely by chance i discovered the the book! i am so happy!!! That shits all over Rosemary Conley!! 
i'm not sure there's much point to life either--- which in itself can be quite a liberating realization, but is pooped on by the fact the the vast majority of humanity don't seem to realise that there's no need for half the crap we put ourselves through. i bought another great book in liverpool, called "How to Be Idle", which I think you'd find quite interesting too. It was in the humour section of Borders, but it's also quite a serious argument for a more leisurely existence. you should check it out
who be this girl you have to meet?
do you really have to meet her?? blech... i hate people like that. 
now if you'll excuse me, i have to do a workout 
(and come on MSN soon!!!) xoxo
i've heard about punk rock aerobics before, but i was idling in Waterstone's today, and purely by chance i discovered the the book!
i am so happy!!! That shits all over Rosemary Conley!!
i'm not sure there's much point to life either--- which in itself can be quite a liberating realization, but is pooped on by the fact the the vast majority of humanity don't seem to realise that there's no need for half the crap we put ourselves through. i bought another great book in liverpool, called "How to Be Idle", which I think you'd find quite interesting too. It was in the humour section of Borders, but it's also quite a serious argument for a more leisurely existence. you should check it out
who be this girl you have to meet?
do you really have to meet her?? blech... i hate people like that.
now if you'll excuse me, i have to do a workout
(and come on MSN soon!!!) xoxo
kinto:
The point is to make yourself become a better person in order to make this world a better place while you're here.
Probably that something like 99% of the human population has no focus or no clues whatsoever about how they're wasting their life away with earthly possessions & matters.
Society is cultivated & reproduced in a totally decerebrating way. Because fear of asking questions & always choosing the easiest path is numbing and also (wrongly) re-assuring.
It's just the ostrich way of thinking that burying your head in the sand will make all the troubles go away...
You can choose:
live a second-hand life and become "socially successful": nothing will be learnt or improved and you'll realize that nothing you valued was important comes old age...
or you can take risks, suffer, always move forward, challenge your own mind and collect the rewards of an inner peace that will come someday, naturally.
PS: this made me think - you should watch "The Straight Story" by David Lynch if you haven't seen it yet. You'll understand that no matter what your age is, it's never too late to do the right thing.
PPS: we really need to have a proper conversation, someday.
Probably that something like 99% of the human population has no focus or no clues whatsoever about how they're wasting their life away with earthly possessions & matters.
Society is cultivated & reproduced in a totally decerebrating way. Because fear of asking questions & always choosing the easiest path is numbing and also (wrongly) re-assuring.
It's just the ostrich way of thinking that burying your head in the sand will make all the troubles go away...
You can choose:
live a second-hand life and become "socially successful": nothing will be learnt or improved and you'll realize that nothing you valued was important comes old age...
or you can take risks, suffer, always move forward, challenge your own mind and collect the rewards of an inner peace that will come someday, naturally.
PS: this made me think - you should watch "The Straight Story" by David Lynch if you haven't seen it yet. You'll understand that no matter what your age is, it's never too late to do the right thing.
PPS: we really need to have a proper conversation, someday.
I never realised until very recently just how great this site really is. It is both public and private, introvert and exhibitionist, intensive and extensive. A complete community.
For me, the greatest thing of all is to meet like-minded people and I find writing in my journal space as cathartic as I would writing in my own, personal diary.
Yet many of us have never...
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For me, the greatest thing of all is to meet like-minded people and I find writing in my journal space as cathartic as I would writing in my own, personal diary.
Yet many of us have never...
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silveronthetree:
Its so cool you did a skydive. Rock on!!!!!
tubesound:
This site is what you make it, that's why I like it.
Today I have wished to be in China and Burma, living like a buddhist monk, then I wished to be on a snowboard, riding the troughs of some lonely mountain, then I nipped over to ireland to drop in on pedigree_chump in his stony cottage by the sea.
But all this is fantasy...for now..
In reality tho I have had a lovely day. Today I...
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But all this is fantasy...for now..
In reality tho I have had a lovely day. Today I...
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meekesh:
wow, I just asked you at the exact same time to be my friend! is that friend request crossing or something?
meekesh:
hehe, dunno really, it was just there one day! about my vice, under what section would you put it?
what a shame, speak a different elf dialect, can't understand elvish but i'm sure its beautiful!
kew gardens is such a nice place! apart from the air planes that is. once i saw this strange bird there, it looked a bit like a little dinosaur, with really sharp fangs in his beaker and long claws. i'm not kidding, it was eating ants and seemed to belong in a different world.
what a shame, speak a different elf dialect, can't understand elvish
but i'm sure its beautiful!
kew gardens is such a nice place! apart from the air planes that is. once i saw this strange bird there, it looked a bit like a little dinosaur, with really sharp fangs in his beaker and long claws. i'm not kidding, it was eating ants and seemed to belong in a different world.
I have an infection that just will not go away.
No, this time I do not mean a malignant boy-creature-thing [to be honest, they stay away to start with! ] but a horrid kidney infection that began in may! sigh...
Ah well, it is through suffering that we may achieve enlightenment is it not, and at least this way I can skip work and lie...
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No, this time I do not mean a malignant boy-creature-thing [to be honest, they stay away to start with!
] but a horrid kidney infection that began in may! sigh...
Ah well, it is through suffering that we may achieve enlightenment is it not, and at least this way I can skip work and lie...
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kinto:
You're in
kinto:
Glad you like it. I'm doing ok, well, at least I'm trying
Speak soon
Speak soon
eugh, I have just finished devouring a mountain and a half of caramel sutra ben and jerrys icecream and feel like a slug.
but slugs have rich, wholesome, fulfilling lives so i'm not feeling too bad about it
well, the past couple of weeks have been anything but funksome after having a nasty cold and working my arse off for free- boo!!! but i think...
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but slugs have rich, wholesome, fulfilling lives so i'm not feeling too bad about it
well, the past couple of weeks have been anything but funksome after having a nasty cold and working my arse off for free- boo!!! but i think...
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meekesh:
hey, nice to meet you on friday, we'll talk more next time! you are into lightbulbs?? bit confused...
kinto:
Hello you,
No, it was actually a very romantic story, in the dramatic sense of the term. Teenage love & feelings you don't know how to express... for they were so new to us at the time.
I don't know why I felt like writing that. I woke up thinking about those lines I wrote. I love strangeness & it just felt right.
I hope you're OK & had a nice weekend. I am still thinking about the best way to answer your question, "what's a Kinto?" It made me laugh
No, it was actually a very romantic story, in the dramatic sense of the term. Teenage love & feelings you don't know how to express... for they were so new to us at the time.
I don't know why I felt like writing that. I woke up thinking about those lines I wrote. I love strangeness & it just felt right.
I hope you're OK & had a nice weekend. I am still thinking about the best way to answer your question, "what's a Kinto?" It made me laugh
Today i do not feel alive.
tiredtiredtiredtiredtired
but that's what a 9-5 job [that doesnt pay you] does! this week i have been working for coutts bank in a desperate bid to try to find out what i want to do in this world. but have discovered that data entry reALLy isnt for me! sigh.
oh well, it narrows the field, huh.
octoberhas been...
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tiredtiredtiredtiredtired
but that's what a 9-5 job [that doesnt pay you] does! this week i have been working for coutts bank in a desperate bid to try to find out what i want to do in this world. but have discovered that data entry reALLy isnt for me! sigh.
oh well, it narrows the field, huh.
octoberhas been...
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silveronthetree:
Hi Milky,
thanks for the post.
Yes you have read S, you describe it perfectly. Ever found the poem on Tom Bombadil? Its in Roverandum complilation of stories. If you haven`t you will like it.
I work in a ladies fashion company that supplies the high street. I am in sales / administration.
I have always wanted to write, but am a lazy fuck (I`m not being fair to myself there really) and I want to write a fantasy novel.
I`m on chapter 2 at the moment and all my research is done, which has been an on going process over the last 10 years or so, (I`m 32). The research has been on Asian Tribes (includes mongols, chinese, turkish, altaic, hungarian, russian and loads more, pre-modern religion, so mainly tribe around 500 bc to 500 ad ish.
I`m finally happy with what`s coming out of me and i`m learning to just plough on and go over things latter.
If you wanna read any let me know (it bores most people to tears!).
I`ve wanted to branch out of fantasy a bit with a few other small projects, but I haven`t found a writing style that works for me other than fantasy. Well there you go.
Maybe more information than you wanted!
Have a great weekend, hope the big smoke gives you some blowbacks
thanks for the post.
Yes you have read S, you describe it perfectly. Ever found the poem on Tom Bombadil? Its in Roverandum complilation of stories. If you haven`t you will like it.
I work in a ladies fashion company that supplies the high street. I am in sales / administration.
I have always wanted to write, but am a lazy fuck (I`m not being fair to myself there really) and I want to write a fantasy novel.
I`m on chapter 2 at the moment and all my research is done, which has been an on going process over the last 10 years or so, (I`m 32). The research has been on Asian Tribes (includes mongols, chinese, turkish, altaic, hungarian, russian and loads more, pre-modern religion, so mainly tribe around 500 bc to 500 ad ish.
I`m finally happy with what`s coming out of me and i`m learning to just plough on and go over things latter.
If you wanna read any let me know (it bores most people to tears!).
I`ve wanted to branch out of fantasy a bit with a few other small projects, but I haven`t found a writing style that works for me other than fantasy. Well there you go.
Maybe more information than you wanted!
Have a great weekend, hope the big smoke gives you some blowbacks
silveronthetree:
Off for a couple of weeks on holiday/. Check out my page to find out where.
Post you on my return.
Post you on my return.
boom shackalacka,
the alligators have arrived so im on the home straight to update. today i am mostly vegging with october at home. in fact we've done nothing but eat and make dinosaurs for a very long time now.
it starts getting scary when you realise you know what the afternoon tv listings are off by heart and neighbours followed by cash in the attic...
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the alligators have arrived so im on the home straight to update. today i am mostly vegging with october at home. in fact we've done nothing but eat and make dinosaurs for a very long time now.
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nonchalance:
Mahaha, you could of warned me about sausages befoerr i made 'toad in the hole' last night! maybe i'll use those wooden toads you and October have next time just to be safe!
maybe i'll use those wooden toads you and October have next time just to be safe!
pedigree_chump:
mmm, lovely sausages!!
why do you have alligators?!
why do you have alligators?!
woo hoo, i'll update later when i have alligators
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misterjesus:
yes! we should all have aligators!
enzo525:
I hope your feeling better today. I'm still pissed, but I'll get over it.
Favorite color?
Favorite color?
Check your email.
damn typos
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i wish i could find the words to help you with the way you are feeling today- but i got a feeling that even if i did, it wouldn't help much.
the only reason i say this is because i feel that way sometimes, and nothing anyone could say to me helps!!
i hope the exhibition takes your mind off your thoughts for a couple of hours at least, and if all else fails... just try and picture eric idle nailed to the cross at the end of 'life of brian'
take care
adam x