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Monday Aug 07, 2006

Aug 7, 2006
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Depression is a mutha! I've been really bummed as of late and it only became apparent to me when I mentioned how I physically felt to my wife. Basically I've been sleeping a LOT lately...I mean if I even look at a bed or couch I have to lay down and sleep. And when I do sleep it has to be for about two hours...it's really sad! Oddly enough though I feel pretty good when I'm not sleeping.

What else...I've been feeling really militant lately...I'm talking about on some Black Panther Party shit! On Sunday I watched a movie starring James Earl Jones called "The Vernon Johns Story", it's about him being the forerunner to MLK Jr. It's the type of movie that after watching, will have you emotionally charged...and believe me I was very charged! Anytime I see movies like that (Rosewood type) I always come away angered at the current state of affairs of my people...Black folk...but it's always for the better. Just when I thought I couldn't get any more charged, there was a special on TV1 about Reparations for the descendants of African slaves...that put me over the top! I'm still riding that emotional wave...I've been highly critical of everything and everyone...rightfully so!

I took some nice pics this weekend...Palos Verdes! One of the few places I'd move back to Cali for...Enjoy!







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I got a bit o' that... the depression that is.

Can't say I feel all militant towards ppl and stuff. Here in the north people are all green...

it's not easy bein' green.

Why does it always have to be about making money? Some times I think communism has it's merit. Eventually you'll end up doing well, a year and a half ago I was making minimum wage pushing around sacks of grain, now I'm making a decent wage, and I'm still depressed. smile

anyway, times change don't dwell too much on the past.
Aug 7, 2006
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i'm having a bout of depression too. i just can't seem to kick it. I've been really weepy.

what a nice eye you have! great pics.
Aug 8, 2006

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