Well it looks like I'll be driving back to Cali...again! I can't take being at the house in this boring ass city any longer...plus it fucking hot here everyday! I gotta go! The drive no longer bums me out, I think I'll actually enjoy it this time...my only fear is the car and how it will hold up...I'll be getting an oil change and it serviced before I pull out, trust me!
I missed my son's birthday and his party...that was a crappy feeling! I really felt like a deadbeat dad for some reason. I was really questioning why I put myself and family in this situation but eventually I realized that when I made the decision to move it was the best thing for my family and that has not changed despite our current situation. Moving to a drastically different party of the country has made us appreciate one another on a completely different level and has allowed us to grow independently without the restrictions and expectations of family and friends...something we all need at some point.
I've started writing or should I say I'm back to writing. I've found a renewed interest in sharing my thoughts with the outside world, primarily in the realm of sexual & erotic fantasies. I've made it up in my mind that I'm going to write a book, a sex novel from a male perspective but geared for women...something everyone can enjoy! I'm not talking about the PG kind either, it's going to be very tasteful and well thoughout but at the same time it's going to be nasty, x-rated...it seems kind of oxymoronic - tasteful and nasty - but nothing I can't manage to convey to the reader. This all started from me writing my wife a love letter to show how much I missed her, that quickly morphed into a lust letter which grew legs and a mind of its own...needless to say that sparked my interest in persuing my erotic writings...so be on the look out for some of my work!
Lastly...I've become a serious horndog as of late...it's been a combination of things that has elevated my horniness to unheard of levels but really one underlying cause...my wife not being here with me!
The constant thought of her and that bangin ass body has been driving me insane, hence the new found interest in erotic stories. Our anniversary is on the 31st (7 wonderful years) so I'm leaving on the 29th to make sure that I'm there by then...I can't wait to see her (and my son of course)! I can tell you right now, it's going to get very interesting around my mother in law's house...can you say material for a future book?!?!?!?!
Later people!
I missed my son's birthday and his party...that was a crappy feeling! I really felt like a deadbeat dad for some reason. I was really questioning why I put myself and family in this situation but eventually I realized that when I made the decision to move it was the best thing for my family and that has not changed despite our current situation. Moving to a drastically different party of the country has made us appreciate one another on a completely different level and has allowed us to grow independently without the restrictions and expectations of family and friends...something we all need at some point.
I've started writing or should I say I'm back to writing. I've found a renewed interest in sharing my thoughts with the outside world, primarily in the realm of sexual & erotic fantasies. I've made it up in my mind that I'm going to write a book, a sex novel from a male perspective but geared for women...something everyone can enjoy! I'm not talking about the PG kind either, it's going to be very tasteful and well thoughout but at the same time it's going to be nasty, x-rated...it seems kind of oxymoronic - tasteful and nasty - but nothing I can't manage to convey to the reader. This all started from me writing my wife a love letter to show how much I missed her, that quickly morphed into a lust letter which grew legs and a mind of its own...needless to say that sparked my interest in persuing my erotic writings...so be on the look out for some of my work!
Lastly...I've become a serious horndog as of late...it's been a combination of things that has elevated my horniness to unheard of levels but really one underlying cause...my wife not being here with me!
The constant thought of her and that bangin ass body has been driving me insane, hence the new found interest in erotic stories. Our anniversary is on the 31st (7 wonderful years) so I'm leaving on the 29th to make sure that I'm there by then...I can't wait to see her (and my son of course)! I can tell you right now, it's going to get very interesting around my mother in law's house...can you say material for a future book?!?!?!?!
Later people!
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penultimate:
lucky man, your wife is beautiful!
tchalla:
If you ever get that urge when the wife is around, you can always turn to midget porn. I know I have and it worked for me