Here I sit in my hotter than hell house after driving a total of 22 hrs (15 of that was continuous) sweating like I was doing to extreme yoga. But that's the least of my worries...I sit in said house BY MYSELF!!!! No kid and no wife...it's a lonely place without your fam around...but I makin due so far....oh, I forgot to mention it's only been a few days and they're supposed to be gone for a month!!! Damn!!!
My drive home made me think about some things though...mainly about how good things are despite the fact that I have no job. I mean things are tight, bills keep piling up but the love of my life is with me rolling with the punches...for that I love her, tremendously! I know I've talked about our marriage before but I think since the last time I talked about it, it's grown even more...by leaps and bounds! I love the fact that she entering a new stage in her life and that I am there to witness her personal growth. It's very cool and extremely sexy to know that the person you love is growing in areas that you would have never thought...it's not about changing who you are, it's about realizing who your are, accepting it and living it out...we're only given one life and we HAVE to live it as true as we can. If not, we're cheating ourselves big time. We've both undergone a transformation of sorts, more like an awakening, finally accepting the fact that we are not like most "Black folk" and that we don't have to conform anymore to the expectations of our people. Don't get me wrong, I love my people but we really shelter and force ourselves to only be what we think we're supposed to be...well my wife and I no longer play that game. I love her for being extremely honest with me, so I can only repay her honesty with my utmost trust and respect for whatever she wants to do...that's the least I can do!
More on my wife...she's sacrificed so much as of late...well more like the last year or so. While I decided to take a job that required me to be away from home, she held it down to the fullest. So my top priority when I get a job is to make sure that she gets something very special when we get caught up.
I LOVE YOU!!!
My drive home made me think about some things though...mainly about how good things are despite the fact that I have no job. I mean things are tight, bills keep piling up but the love of my life is with me rolling with the punches...for that I love her, tremendously! I know I've talked about our marriage before but I think since the last time I talked about it, it's grown even more...by leaps and bounds! I love the fact that she entering a new stage in her life and that I am there to witness her personal growth. It's very cool and extremely sexy to know that the person you love is growing in areas that you would have never thought...it's not about changing who you are, it's about realizing who your are, accepting it and living it out...we're only given one life and we HAVE to live it as true as we can. If not, we're cheating ourselves big time. We've both undergone a transformation of sorts, more like an awakening, finally accepting the fact that we are not like most "Black folk" and that we don't have to conform anymore to the expectations of our people. Don't get me wrong, I love my people but we really shelter and force ourselves to only be what we think we're supposed to be...well my wife and I no longer play that game. I love her for being extremely honest with me, so I can only repay her honesty with my utmost trust and respect for whatever she wants to do...that's the least I can do!
More on my wife...she's sacrificed so much as of late...well more like the last year or so. While I decided to take a job that required me to be away from home, she held it down to the fullest. So my top priority when I get a job is to make sure that she gets something very special when we get caught up.
I LOVE YOU!!!
anarchie:
Isn't love the best? 
Thanks for commenting on my set by the way, I love seeing that comment count creep up 
Thanks for commenting on my set by the way, I love seeing that comment count creep up