milesmarc

The last couple days have been brutal on me...stress stress and more stress. The stress of not having a job and not knowing when one will come along has been weighing down on me seriously. But today is a lot better than the others...I was up at 3am shooting off resumes and building online profiles, so that in itself made me feel a whole lot better knowing I got something accomplished. My lovely wife has been on my case about moping around and being depressed...she's definitely what I need right about now. She says she going to start slapping me everytime I start to look like I'm depressed, and guess what...I've already been slapped once today! She's helped me to put things into perspective so that I don't completely lose it and go off the deep end... so far it has worked. I recall writing a journal when I was first laid off about what my plan was going to be...how quickly we forget. So I must revisit what I wrote, go back and recapture the mindset that I was in when I wrote that journal and think like that everyday until I get another job....should be pretty easy!

I've been working out... did a lot of running this morning at Kenneth Hahn park...so much so my legs are killing me. I really like that park because it has trails and serious hills that challenge you. It whipped my ass but I got thru it...well see what tomorrow brings.


My wife came up with a great idea to make Mother's Day gifts with my son, I'm excited about that!!! I like sitting there with my boy drawing and scribbling...he draws and I scribble. As a matter fact, she's at the art store now, probably spending thousands of dollars on supplies....it's all good, as long as they're happy I'm happy.

Gotta go...my son just woke from his nap mad!!!