mila

I thought I'd give you a little update on what's happening with me at the moment.

I've been meaning to blog for a while but in the recent weeks, my Farvie (grandad), unexpectedly passed, and it has made talking and even writing seem like such a hard, terrible task.

I have a lot of regrets and I feel stupid for taking his time for granted. So many things I wish I did and said, I just kinda assumed he'd always be here.

Despite saying all that in trying to hold dear memories I had with him, like how he was always there on my family day picnics at school when my parents worked, or the times he helped me smuggle a kitten home without my parents knowing, or how he'd always be at our sports games rain, hail or shine.

He was a special man. An integral part of my family and I'm so sad I never had a chance to make him proud of me.

In the midst of my grieving it's been unfortunate that none of my friends have been around or checked up on me, which makes it hurt a little bit more.

I'm sorry for all the sadness, in an attempt to lighten the mood I'll talk about a new set I shot with @coolicio. Man, oh man. It has to absolutely be my best yet! I'm so incredibly happy with it and how far I've come in regards to modelling. I also have to say that Coolicio is killing it, each and every shoot I see from her gets even better and my jaw just drops. Here's a little preview of something we're thinking of calling 'Sixth Sense.'

It's in the process of being perfected, and I can't wait to submit it and show you all!

I'll now be attending the SGAU annual ball and Melbourne shootfest for my 21st which makes me a happy lil Vegemite. I can't wait to see all my favourite babes again.

Less than a month until then!

Sorry for the long winding nonsense post, and thank you for bearing with me.

Ambra. X