miketheevil1

So, I don't normally right alot in my journals (with the exception of yesterdays novel) but, today I have something on my mind. I need to let it out, so here I go. I have a friend, a friend I have not known a long time, but someone I consider to be a good friend. This friend is female and much younger than myself. I'm not going to mention any names, but if she reads this, she will know who I am talking about. I love being around her. She is fun to talk to and to joke around with. The one problem is that her parents think I am a sicko of some sort. Not because of anything I have done, just based on assumption. The assumption that a guy my age wouldn't be friends with a girl her age unless I had "bad" intentions. The truth is, we like the same types of music, we like the same types of movies, we both say the same kind of smart ass comments, we both laugh at the same dumb ass shit. I did not get into this friendship with intentions of any sort. That's not how or who I am. I don't know if I am immature or she is mature for her age or a little of both, but I enjoy her company, I enjoy her friendship and I am not willing to give up on it that easily. I'm not mad at anyone over this, I am just frustrated. Frustrated, because it doesn't matter what you say to people who think that way. They will always believe I have an agenda and there isn't much I can do to change that. I just want to let my friend know this... I enjoy your friendship, I could see us being friends for a long time. Honestly, what anyone else thinks doesn't matter. It's what you think that matters. It may seem odd that I am writing this here, but sometimes I am not great with verbalizing things. I want you to know that I appreciate your friendship and it means alot to me. I also want you to know that I am always here for you if you ever need me. And I hope you don't decide that being my friend is too difficult.
There, I feel better now.

Later,
Mike