mikemalice

So, tonight I feel as if there is so much going on in my life. But yet at the same time there is so little, so much pointless crap. Everything is so repetitive, I'm dying for someone or something new in my life. I'm dying to start new and get on with my life and start to make something of myself. But the lack of a car and close enough jobs has me at a standstill and I'm just waiting for something or someone to be that hand to help me up and get me going. Someone to kick me in the ass but also tell me not to rush and to still take care of myself and the people around me. I guess even at 20 years old I still feel like an imature little boy, still with so much to learn about life and how to go about it all. We'll see what my life becomes sooner or later, but I plan on doing my best to make it a fulfilling one. That's all for tonight. I'm going to try to sleep even though I haven't gotten decent sleep in the past week or so.