mikeleroux

Its been far too long since i updated, i'm about to catch a train home to toronto.

i'll update when i get there.



for those of you who actually bother to read the journals of others here's fun for you.

i managed to turn an otherwise great day into the lowpoint of this year. gather round and laugh at my failures...

i promised i'd call my girlfriend at 4:30 when she finished classes and hang out with her tonight.
(sidenote, we've been dating for a couple months and i actually care about her, which is unusual for the girls i date)
and when i got into town at 1 my roommate asked if i wanted to go out skateboarding. of course i said yes, the option of skating causing my mind to mind into a puddle of happiness. all was good, except for the fact that at 730 when i looked at my phone(my only timepiece) i noticed 10 missed calls and 2 text messages. i called and tried to explain that my phone was in my bag away from me and i lost track of time, not the best excuse ever invented. she's pissed. like real pissed.
i got home to an angry e-mail about how she blew off other plans to see me after me being away for about 2 weeks, and i stood her up. then when i tried to call her to apologise(again) she won't answer her phone and i found out she wanted to talk to me tonight about the fact that alot of the guys in her course at school like her and she's trying all hard not to "be tempted".

not only is that not something i needed to talk to her about, but all it does is make me wonder why its an issue at all. really if its a problem we should probably not be dating, let alone getting in fights over my bad desicions.

fuck, i hate relationships.

congrats karma, you win again. i swear i must have been a real asshole in a past life to be getting hit this hard in this one.



for those of you who feel that by not calling her ths is my fault i agree. and i told her as much, but rightous anger knows no bounds. and this is getting way out of hand.


ahh, karma, you devious bitch, you. thank you for allowing my girlfriend to call me the second i begin to doze off just to tell me she's dumping me for God. seriously, what the fuck does He have over me? "its hard to live as a christian when you are, so... you." best line ever? i believe so.

thank you all and goodnight.


update:
she actually dumped me for a random guy at her school. not unexpected, so when i saw him last week i kinda punched him in the face. clearly not the best move, but... now she's calling me all the time to say the whole thing was a mistake and she misses me.

i'm an idiot who is planning on taking her back without a second thought.

yup, thats all for now.