mikecuban

tis been awhile since I have done a blaaagh on the suicide chats. I don't know many people on here so who will actually read this I have no idea. when I find the time I will write the whats really been on my mind, what I have planned, if I make it past everything thing that I have done to myself and have done to others I will come out this the best man that will be truly ready for life and its full expectations and its full enjoi-ment!!!


I feel like I have lived a life of sorrow, no idea where it started but I am fixing everything that I have done wrong. I am looking forward to the future, I think this is the first time in my life that I have actually seen a future. I been stuck in the past and making a fantasy world that I don't live in. HONESTY is the trait to live by.


principles and honesty.


I will live in the light instead of hiding in the dark, waiting for someone to take me out of the black hole that has been self destruction.

the only one that can help me is me. I know the support I have and I will use it, but I will dig my self out of everything that I have put myself in.



I can see.



I can feel.



I can hear.



I can taste.




I will do it.



I am determined to see what life has in stored for me.