mike_hawk

I once took sleep for granted, but now I think it is something I would kill for. I have not had a good, long nights sleep in months it seems. There was a time when I thought 7 hours of sleep was just not enough, I would give anything for 6 hours of sleep now a days. Waking up every hour looking up at my ceiling. Half awake half asleep watching what may be a cartoon or maybe something on the food network. Im in hell. The longer Im awake the hungrier I become making it even harder to sleep... I think only a few more weeks and life maybe normal again maybe Ill be able to sleep again, maybe I wont have to put in 27 hour days off of 4 or 5 hours asleep, maybe waking up will no longer be a chore, maybe forcing myself to try and sleep will not be so hard just one night this week of sleep is all I want for now I have to be up in 5 hours so I must go now maybe Ill watch some TV or maybe get a snack never the less I fear it will once again be another night of tossing and turning for 4 hours then getting up and being a zombie for the next 6 hours Ill be at school for all of you sleeping now enjoy it, as for me who knows, maybe Ill never sleep again