ok so this is why my life has been fucking hell and why i have been more or less drained these last few weeks... i am in the middle of buying a condo and if anybody has ever tried to buy a home without a real estate agent, your better off whacking your head into a wall for 5 hours a day "you will get more done", so i'm breaking down and getting a agent tomorrow... school was kicking my ass with mid-terms and all that fun stuff and i have been trying to get financial aid for next year and its always more of a challenge then it really should be... i really think they are trying to keep me out of school to tell the truth... along with school i'm trying to pick out my classes for next semester and its bullshit how these over paid teachers want to only teach classes one day a week and for 4 hours straight... brake it down give me options you fucking vindictive pricks... ok and now on to my father we have been trying to get him on new meds and into a better home since the place he is at is like a fucking morgue he hates it i hate it and everybody else in my family hates him being there we need to find him a place with a little more life in it... on the up side i'm getting good at moving him in and out of bed and moving him up and down stairs.. and about the meds one thing i can say insurance companies blow fucking ass they should all just get some fucked up thing that will not be covered for and die a painful and long death like they let so many other people do... grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.... well this has more or less been what has been consuming me for the last few weeks...
you'll be so happy after you buy your condo though. get one with a loft. lofts are cool, and then maybe i could live vicariously through you, cuz gorsh, i surely wish my house had a loft, h'yuck!