I can't get the soda open!! *Pouts and struggles with the soda lid...* God damn it... the last three days have been rediculous!
I am socially inept... I can't make friends in real life, online, or otherwise. I honestly don't know why, because people who know me will say that I would gladly bendover backwards and them some for almost anyone.... but I think being...
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I am socially inept... I can't make friends in real life, online, or otherwise. I honestly don't know why, because people who know me will say that I would gladly bendover backwards and them some for almost anyone.... but I think being...
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well, finally both of my computers are fixed! Yay! Most of the people I talk to on here are slowly leaving, I must admit I don't update much any more. You can always email me. I HEART Email.
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4nik8:
That comment was a mistake .. I didn't mean the double negitive .. I was trying to say you don't look like a girl from dubuque.
So to answer your question, compliment.
So to answer your question, compliment.
4nik8:
If you could be one of the animals you have which one would it be?
OK , insanely quick update. I am upright now because i have a business meeting at 7 fucking 25 this morning, agg, I hate early mornings. So any who, Both of my computers are broken right now, thus the lack of updates here and website. I need a new laptop. I have been super busy at work, adn when I am not at work I...
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evil computers need to stop being broken
mine is well
i think i am making it unhappy
mine is well
i think i am making it unhappy
updated some stuff go take a look here
isolation:
-in response to your last comment-
I don't know what to say then. I would think you would get over him since you have a new man. I hope things get better.
Happy belated Halloween, (I have been away from the computer for a while) Hope you had fun.
I don't know what to say then. I would think you would get over him since you have a new man. I hope things get better.
Happy belated Halloween, (I have been away from the computer for a while) Hope you had fun.
It's been almost a year, why does it still hurt so much? I should have known better, I left you alone with no one around. I was so creul to you, I don't know why I left I still loved you. I can't beleive I'm crying already. I don't even know if you still live in this town, I have done so much to try...
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isolation:
its not unusual that you dream in third person but I think its strange you don't dream in color. My dreams are always in color. I can sometimes taste and smell too. I love dreams...
Wow, very emotional journal entry. It goes perfect for what is happening to me right now. My girl left me 2 weeks ago after being together for 6 years. I wonder if that is how she will feel later in life. Memories are all we have of the people we once loved. But life goes on. I have to move on and I know I will always think of her but how could I not. I don't know how the man your talking about will feel if he reads that but I know if my girl feels like that I will be happy that she is hurt because I hate her. It's amazing how love can turn into hate when someone hurts you so bad. You need to find yourself a new man to help get your mind off these things. Hope you feel better soon. I know my insides are not doing so well but I am getting better day by day.
Wow, very emotional journal entry. It goes perfect for what is happening to me right now. My girl left me 2 weeks ago after being together for 6 years. I wonder if that is how she will feel later in life. Memories are all we have of the people we once loved. But life goes on. I have to move on and I know I will always think of her but how could I not. I don't know how the man your talking about will feel if he reads that but I know if my girl feels like that I will be happy that she is hurt because I hate her. It's amazing how love can turn into hate when someone hurts you so bad. You need to find yourself a new man to help get your mind off these things. Hope you feel better soon. I know my insides are not doing so well but I am getting better day by day.
tribex:
unfortunately i think it will always hurt but with time it fades.
more of the site is up! Links should work, the pages are still rather blank. Let me know and I WANT IDEAS! send me all your hot ideas for the site nad if they are as hot as you say I will use them!
</3 Elza
</3 Elza
A tiny non-working bit of the site is here, just to give you guys a lame idea... I will keep working, but don't jusge me on my crappy web skills this is the first site I have made in 4 years, I am rusty!
take a look I need criteques (keep in mind it is only a teaser, nothing works yet really)
All the links...
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take a look I need criteques (keep in mind it is only a teaser, nothing works yet really)
All the links...
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michellesg:
i love it!!!
isolation:
good job keep it up.
I didn't mean to be so dramatic in the last post, I just reread it. I am very small and am prone to hypoglycimia (sp?) if I don't eat enough or exert too much energy all at once ( I did both at once on monday) my blood sugar drops and I basically cease functioning. It sucks but I should know better and I should...
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eat more eat like me
I've just woke up in a panic, on my livingroom floor, right inside my front door, which I left open and left the keys in. I have this splitting pain in my head, I wonder if i hit it on something? I wonder what happened, I wonder why I don't remember... My heart is still racing, I feel like a train is going to burst...
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yuriel:
that sounds traumatizing!
i hope you and everything is ok!
i hope you and everything is ok!
isolation:
what the hell, I hope everythink is ok. Almost sounds like you fainted or had a heart attack. 
OoO.. THis is my first update in a LONG time, I have been rather vacant lately. I am longing for the country, farms roads, a garden, chickens... I really need to move, my apartment feels like its sufficating me, I can feel it getting smaller and smaller. My cats are trying to eat the lint brush attachment on the vaccume and trying to eat the...
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i'm longing for mountain roads and autumn leaves
yuriel:
im longing for an autumn breeze...... someone to hold and adore and be adored by.....
ah nostalgia sucks but the weather in teh evenings and nights here is nice now!
hehe i know how feeling trapped in aand vacant is ive been feeling much of the same
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ah nostalgia sucks but the weather in teh evenings and nights here is nice now!
hehe i know how feeling trapped in aand vacant is ive been feeling much of the same
<3
Are we playing tag?