mikako

my life just keeps getting worse and worse, I have less money then ever, I am contemplaiting stoping eating since thats the only thing I do now other then paying bills. I have spent NO money since last monday, and i have exactally -negitive 108.85 cents to my name. And thats with out spending anything. I only pay bills (which I cant even do now because I am negitive in my account) and buy food, which yet again i cant do.... yeah so haahaa, I wish i wasn't so thin already so I could give up eating and it wouldn't affect my health any, but it will, I already look terrible. The stress is making everything just that much worse, the worst thing about this whole secero is that I have 2 jobs already so its not like i can be like, oh i will just get another job, cause i already have no sparetime as it is. FUCK! I need to change my name and move to paraquy or something serious, I am so tired adn there is othing i can do.