miho

Even though I saw it coming it wasn't any easier. As soon as I picked up the phone I knew something wasn't right. When my mom told me that my dog was dead I dropped to the floor in tears. It's weird I felt removed somehow. It was almost as if my body was reacting but my mind had taken a step back and was monitoring what was happening. When I got up this morning to another gray sky I looked out the window and thought about many of the things my puppy did that made me happy. I really had it together today until I got to work. One of the girls I work with opened the door for me and I told her my sad news. Beofre I could even tear up she was crying, needles to say I started bawling like a baby. I know that everyting will be okay but I am so sad. I felt like it was bring your dog to the bank day today. I don't know what it was but so many people showed up with their dogs. I wanted to go and pet all of them and cry but all i could do was plaster a smile on my face and call for the next person in the line. It is so hard, I am a really happy go lucky kind of gal and to feel so blue is awful. I spent the weekend eating double iced brownies and drinking champagne to celebrate all the memories of my dog.

I love you duffy