mightyspork

I didn't get the fucking job. I can't believe it. I was up for writer's assistant for "Penn & Teller's Bullshit" and they went with someone they had worked with before. I am so fucking upset. I feel like I am going to vomit. I don't know what the hell I'm going to do now

Edited to add:

Well, I did get sick... I ate soup and got sick. I am so fucking upset. I have never been this upset over not getting a job before. this woud have been fucking perfect!!

And the day keeps getting worse. Fiance gets home from work (he is editing the Penn & Teller show I just came off of) and tells me that NBC is cutting a ton of stuff, changing a ton more... the dickhead exec ACTUALLY said "Penn talks too much." What the fuck? has he never seen P&T before? (I spent so much time working on this fucking show, I feel deeply invested).

i have no idea how they will air the show if they don't give money for reshoots or shrink the show to an hour (not a favorable option, in my opinion). they are even talking about cutting a tiny little bit that I like to think I inspired (I know it is probably not true, but it is nice to think it)

FUCKFUCKFUCK