Ok, so this not sleeping thing is getting a little frustrating.
Normally when I'm keeping this kind of sleeping pattern (5 hours or less a night) I've got something weighing on my mind...I don't always know what's bugging me, but I know something is.
Not this time...if anything I've been calmer then normal, and I have no major decisions to make 'til I see how a few things work out. I've even been less agitated at work.
Yet I'm still up.
I've even avoided installing my new photoshop because I know I won't sleep at all then...I'm saving it for my weekend.
I haven't been able to meditate either...just been way too jumpy...I can't sit still and zone out. Unfortunately that means my brain's stuck in go mode...normally a decent amount of sleep and/or meditation can empty my thoughts, but not doing either means the grey matter's running at about fifth gear. At that point I get a little ADD (well, more then normal) and lose focus, constantly skipping through projects...building playlists for cds to burn, puzzles, solitare, figuring out what needs to get done at work, reading a few books at once, coming up with more tunes for my friend's new toy (yup, I've thought of more), and general time-wasting pursuits...yet nothing gets done due to the distraction.
*sigh*
Like I said...frustrating.
Normally when I'm keeping this kind of sleeping pattern (5 hours or less a night) I've got something weighing on my mind...I don't always know what's bugging me, but I know something is.
Not this time...if anything I've been calmer then normal, and I have no major decisions to make 'til I see how a few things work out. I've even been less agitated at work.
Yet I'm still up.
I've even avoided installing my new photoshop because I know I won't sleep at all then...I'm saving it for my weekend.
I haven't been able to meditate either...just been way too jumpy...I can't sit still and zone out. Unfortunately that means my brain's stuck in go mode...normally a decent amount of sleep and/or meditation can empty my thoughts, but not doing either means the grey matter's running at about fifth gear. At that point I get a little ADD (well, more then normal) and lose focus, constantly skipping through projects...building playlists for cds to burn, puzzles, solitare, figuring out what needs to get done at work, reading a few books at once, coming up with more tunes for my friend's new toy (yup, I've thought of more), and general time-wasting pursuits...yet nothing gets done due to the distraction.
*sigh*
Like I said...frustrating.
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Hahah least your doing something.. Im looking at boobalies... (teehee)
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Hahah holy shit your like michael jackson out there with one glove on. Haha looks like fun though how many inches did you guys get? All we have is slush. That sucks that work woke you up the other night.