miffy

so work is.. not so good. It's nothing that won't get fixed, so there is no consoling me over it - it's just stressful in an annoying completely dumbfounded by how pooped out* the situation is.

I worked all morning and afternoon without leaving my room, when i finally left after some more stress shopping (I'm getting close to 3k this month... you can tell how upset I am by how much I buy from Japan) I met up with davel for coffee at the cafe. I was delusional since I hadn't eaten anything... I was poor company. thanks for the latte and dealing with my weird mood.

I walked to safeway because.. well, I'm insane and freaking out in a very quiet way. I spent a lot of time wandering the aisles (I do this when I'm not freaking out, though, I love markets) and ended up with gum, moist towelettes, crackers and cheese. Now I'm crumbing up my bed and making my breath smell not so good. which is why I bought the gum in the aisle. Having looked at my purchase, I thought everyone would appreciate it.


I walked in the door and I sighed, letting out all my stress, clearing my head of all that is happening. going out was good, the walk was good, my spazzing was good. I'm going to relax. maybe things will be yucky for a while, but I'll get through it - nothing has ever really defeated me. I'm pretty awesome that way.... and teflon coated.


and now I have to get back to making my bed crumby and eating cheese.



* just so you know, I'm trying to stop swearing.